The Queen of Midnight Cyan

Chapter 3: My First Step Part-2

"So, take some rest and think of what you want to become tomorrow. Whether you want to continue it or not. After that, when you feel ready then we will talk again, ok." I nodded. After hearing what my dad said, I went outside with Melisca to take some fresh air and clear my mind. At that time, I only had one thing in my mind going on repeat 'Do I want to become queen? Will I be able to handle what it takes to be the queen?' So, I thought to ask Melisca some questions that I wanted to know myself. "Melisca, I want to ask some questions. if you like, may I?" I asked. "Um, yes Ms. Celeste, what do you want to ask?". I looked at her, she was looking in the dark and starry sky at the beautiful moon as she was walking. I also glanced at the moon and asked "Melisca, there is a friend of mine from other kingdom, she told me that it is her dream to become the queen but when it is the time and the opportunity she got now, she started to question herself if she will be able to become the right queen or not." Melisca interrupted "Ms. Celeste, my apologies for interrupting," I nodded. "I want to know why she thinks that she cannot become the queen?" she asked. Then I said, "She told me that it is because she cannot believe in herself that she can do it, there are many reasons she told me that she is afraid of, like too much work, will people believe her, can she take the right decisions..." I told her what I felt like, I thought that Melisca cannot answer those because she has never been in that place, but I asked and told her anyway. She looked at me and said, "Ms. Celeste, you know what I think is, that if she thinks that she cannot do it, then she must do it." I looked at her right away with shocked, confusion and full of questions, expression on my face. I asked, "Why should, she must do it if she doesn't have faith in herself to be the queen?" I asked her as I squinted my eyes. She answered right away, "To prove herself wrong." she smiled while breaking the gaze with moon and looked at the cemented path we were walking on. "To prove herself wrong?" I asked. "Yes Ms. Celeste." she smiled and took a deep breath in. She continued "We all think at some point of our life, that maybe 'I am not good enough, I cannot do it, I do not think that I can continue, or Maybe I should not even think about it even if that is what I want.' Ms. Celeste," she looked at me with tears in her eyes. those eyes were hopeful, sad, and also a bit happy. "Ms. Celeste, No one should ever feel like that, maybe god put you in that situation because he knew that you could face it and grow stronger form it." I saw tears in her eyes flow like the drops of rain, she said "*One should never give up something that they can't go a day without thinking about." After what Melisca said I felt like I found the answer I wanted to find.

Author's Note:

Salve! How are you doing today? So, this was the end of chapter 3 but chapter 4 is yet to come : .) Hope you are liking what I am writing. What do you guys think? I would love to read what you think . wish you have a great day, bye : .D

*Quote by Winston Churchill