Silent Scream (Bang Chan x SKZ)

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!WARNING BULLYING, ANXIETY ATTACK (poorly described) AND HOMOPHOBIC SLURS ARE INCLUDED IN THIS CHAPTER!

Just my luck. Apparently, some new people are joining the school. Seven to exact. More Bullies. Yay!! I hate this school... As I walk onto the school grounds, all eyes are one automatically. Like I'm wearing something shiny. I hate it. I keep my hood up as I walk to my locker. Many letters fall out when I open it, all being hate letters about how I'm a mistake and should leave this Earth. The usual. I just picked them up from off the recently cleaned floor and threw them into the bin. I took the books that I needed for the day and made my way to my class, passing by the principal's office. "Chan, can you come here real quick? It's nothing bad don't worry," I heard Mrs Gunn say. I nodded and walked in with my head down, the whispers in the hallways enhancing in volume.

Once she closed the door behind me, she started talking again. "Chan I want you to show the new students around. Well, student since only one is in today. But when all of them come in tomorrow I want you to show them around." I looked at her in disbelief. I looked around for something to write on so I can reply to her. She noticed and went into her desk drawer, pulled out a whiteboard and pen, and handed it to me. I smiled at her and started to write down what I wanted to say.

"Why me? I can't speak to them." I showed her and the boy my board and she smiled at me.

"I know Chan but I don't trust anyone else to show them around. You're the only one who has no ill intentions in this school so you're a sensible choice." I looked down at her comments and started to write.

"Do they know that a mute boy will be showing them around? Well, the other six boys?" She nodded again.

"Yes, Chan. Don't worry. All of them are in your classes and have been informed to wait for you at the school gates at the start of school every day. Even when you're late. but they'll be let off just like you if you walk in with them. As always. Anyways, this is Felix and he is from Australia."

I looked at him shocked with a small smiled plastered on my face. I mouthed to her, 'Like me?' and she nodded. I took my whiteboard out and wrote, "Hello, my name is Bang Chan and I'm 17." He smiled at me.

"Hey Chan, I'm Lee Felix and I'm 18, making me your hyung." I pouted at the fact he's older than me. WHY IS EVERYONE OLDER THAN ME IN THIS SCHOOL?! I looked at him and took in his facial features. He has sharp-looking eyes and a sharp face, making him look intimidating. His voice was as deep as the fucking ocean which makes him scarier. His hair is pushed back in a messy but fashionable way. Decorating his cheekbones were freckles. They look like stars. I smiled at him and motioned him to follow me while waving at Mrs Gunn, taking the whiteboard with me.

When we walked into the hallway, all eyes were on us. People looked at Felix with heart eyes while when looking at me, they sent me looks of disgust. Felix seemed to notice and whispered to me, "Ignore them. I'm gonna look after you." I looked at him in disbelief. That's a first...

When we arrived too class, I saw that we were the only ones in the classroom. Mr Jones was sitting at his desk, smiling at me. "Hey, Chan how have you been?" He asked in his smooth Jamaican accent (AN: All teachers will be the same as my teachers in real life. And Mr Jones has a smooth Jamaican accent so yee :3)

I put my thumb up and went to sit down, Felix following in suit, just as the bell went off. "Chan, if you need to put your earphones in at any time, don't hesitate to do so." I smiled at the teacher and got what I needed for the lesson, which was about scalars and vectors. Students started to file in after all my books were out and Felix got seated next to me. And as many students walk past us, we (well mostly me) got weird looks. Many whispers were heard around the class about why the 'new boy' was next to me. Because it is weird. But I've learnt to ignore it. Since... what else can I do? I can't scream. I can't reach out. It's literally me by myself.