The big "O"

Electrify me ...

I was floating in that state at the end of an amazing dream and almost awareness. That place where you can chose to drift back to the dream or start the process of awakening. End of July was, as usual, accompanied by suffocating days and restless nights. So I was surprised by the ease with which I'd fallen asleep or the lack of bad dreams. It might have had something to do with the fact that I'd spent the entire day splashing in Nathan's pool or lazing in the sun beside the said pool. The ceiling fan brought me the mingled scents of Victor and Silas, even though I felt them on either side of me. As usual, they cuddled as close as possible, mindless of the heat. I loved it, thou'...

Something felt unusual today. Different somehow. Maybe it was the restful night or the dream I couldn't remember, but I felt like my every breath and every heartbeat were louder than usual. My skin felt over sensitized and even my cotton short shorts and tank PJs felt rough and uncomfortable against it. Goose bumps flowed like a wave over my exposed skin. I stopped breathing abruptly when I became aware of a long fingered palm cupping my right breast. Silas had bigger hands, so it must have been Victor's. And he was still asleep, I was sure of it. His breathing was deep and even. Silas had a heavy leg over my left tight and a warm hand on my belly. A few of his spread fingers were exactly over that spot he'd found a few months ago. And my breathing was so ragged already that my tummy moved with it, the fingers shifting and shifting and ...

A shiver raced over my body and my nipples tightened suddenly. The right one poked between two of Victor's fingers. The hand on my belly shifted a few times and a moan escaped my lips. My eyes flew open. Silas exhaled shakily on my neck and I turned my head. He was looking at me, face sleepy and hair tousled. His cheeks were flushed. I blinked a few times and whimpered, the sensations going through my body still too overwhelming and new for me. His fingers flickered over that spot again and my eyes rolled. When I could focus on him again a perfect eyebrow was arched and he licked his lips.

"Yes?" he whispered. I nodded, even thou' I had no idea what he was asking. His full lips arched and his gorgeous eyes twinkled. Then his fingers started moving, going in fast circles. Over and over. My breath left me in a whoosh and my eyes closed. One arm clutched the sheets between Silas and me and the other stretched over my head towards the headboard. One second my eyelids were fluttering, giving me glimpses of the ceiling and the fan. The next one my whole back was arching, muscles tensing and locking. A silent scream left my lips. I felt electrified. Victor jerked awake, his palm squeezing my breast and capturing my nipple between his fingers. Silas's hand slipped lover on my belly, cupping my core. My toes curled. Then I melted, my whole body going limp and twitching, breath coming in pants...

They both lifted on elbows and were looking down on me with wide eyes and flushed faces. I tried to calm myself, but was surprised by a rush of warmth as my entire body flushed. Even my scalp felt warm and red. The confusion and panic were starting to settle in. I bolted the bed and rushed for the bathroom. One of them had started to say something, but the noise of the door banging closed and the water splashing in the sink cut his words and made them mumbled sounds.