Falling in the water hoping to drown I never seen this happy to just wanna disappear wake up wake up wake up My Dad Tells me You're going to be late I wake up realizing it was just a dream a dream I wish that came true lucky me I go to the bathroom and get ready I put my hair in a bun I put eyeliner on my face but looking in a mirror I see darkness I go to my room to get dress standing there I look in the mirror What am I gonna wear today I pull out
Of my closet a pair of black jeans I decided to wear my boots today and top it with a sweater The bus is almost here come eat breakfast I go downstairs my dad is foolish for not seeing how I look just let me go outside of the World looking like this I'll grab a toast As my best friend yell from outside time to go I say goodbye to my dad and stepmom I guess the small details counts As I arrive to school with my best friend she asked me how are you feeling as usual I put on a smile I'm ok But in the corner of my eye I see my best friend does not have the same schedule this is going to be a fun day of school dear diary why so sad........
