Ｍｙ Ｎｏｔ Ｓｏ Ｌｉｔｔｌｅ Ｃｒｕｓｈ ( Nishinoya X Reader )

Ch.6 Us ( Final Chapter)

■Nishinoya's POV■

Y/N and I have been together for a month. The day after we got together, Chikara, Touka, and Mia congratulate us. The boys from Y/N's class kind of glares at me whenever I came to her class, but I couldn't care less. Y/N's mine and no matter how many guys trying to get Y/N, I won't give her up as long as she's happy with me. At least that's what I thought all this month, but recently something has been bothering my mind, and this could be a problem for the two of us.

I'm currently walking with Y/N, we just got back from our graduation at Karasuno. Before I left, I talk with Ryu, Chikara, and the others about something that been bugging me.

Tanaka: you better talk it out with her Noya san

Enoshita: she will definitely get sad, but I'm sure everything will be just fine... L/N is pretty wise.

I remember the talk with my friends, I tightened my grip on Y/N's hand. Y/N looks up at me with a questioning look.

Y/N: Yuu? is something wrong?

Nishinoya: uh no nothing....

I look at her eyes, they're so sweet and tender. I slump my shoulder, I can't keep it up from her any longer.

Nishinoya: Y/N... I want to talk about something... about us...

■3rd Person POV■

Y/N and Nishinoya are around Nishinoya's family house. Noya takes Y/N to a hill and the two sit down on the grass. Y/N has been stealing glances at Nishinoya, she's nervous about what will he talks about. She's worried whether she's doing something that upset him or such. As Nishinoya looking down from the hill, he finally talks.

Nishinoya: Y/N... when I was a kid... I'm such a scary cat.

Y/N: Yuu was?

Nishinoya smiles at his girlfriend as she stares at him in disbelief. Nishinoya tells her about any kinds of things that sacred him when he was younger, but his grandfather helped him to overcome his fear. How his grandfather told him to experience all sort of thing.

Nishinoya looks at Y/N, nervously he takes a deep breath and finally tells her what has been bothering his mind.

Nishinoya: Y/N... I... I want to travel the world...

Y/N could feel her heart is aching, the thought of not able to see Nishinoya who knows how long. Y/N wants to be with him all the time but, she has a dream on her own too. She wants to study to become a teacher, that's her dream. 

Nishinoya: I want to experience all sorts of things in another country... but... I too don't want to lose you... I... want to be with you as well... I like you so much, that I don't want to risk something where I could lose you... so

Y/N looks as Nishinoya look conflicted. He stares at the ground beneath, brows frowning. This side of Nishinoya, Y/N has just seen it. She listens to what Nishinoya just said, about how he doesn't want to lose her. His words, and the sights of his sincere eyes, warms Y/N's chest. And she finally decided to give him what she thought.

Y/N: Yuu... go

Nishinoya looks up, afraid that he will see Y/N's angry or sad faces, but all he sees is Y/N smiling at him sweetly. There's a slight sadness in her eyes, but she doesn't look like she's forcing herself.

Nishinoya: Y/N...

Y/N: Yuu... I.. have a dream too... I want to become a teacher... I'm going to continue my study at the Univerity... and you Yuu, should go and experience whatever you are looking for...