Help me

part 10

He must've heard everything

shit. 

god what am i supposed to do about this

i came up to him and said "don't you fucking dare tell anyone about this or i will not hesitate to chop of your tenny tiny dick."

 
he just stared at me and said "Wooo calm down i won't tell anyone, but even if i did what would your family have the power over mine Ha"

 
oh so he can talk 

 "jokes on you i don't have a family HaHa"

 
he smirked and said " don't tell me you're that only daughter of the late Mr. cho and his wife, yk that one"

 
i felt a fire inside of me, this little fucker. I think he noticed my expression and cockingly said "oh shit you really are"

 
"if i hear a single word about my fucking family out of your mouth i will find you little fucker."

"noted."

i should've never came back.

I debated again in whether i go to class or not, and eventually did. 

everyone stared at me in the hallways but did i give a fuck? no puhlees the last thing i would care about is these mfs in my last days of existence, but not gonna lie i am DYING to see the look in their faces after i die and them faking everything about my past about how happy i was. 

i zoned out in the remaining lessons, thinking about namjoon and how dicky he was, and how i thought all this time of wha a 'nice' 'quiet' 'respectful' guy he is.

damn karma innit?

i still don't know how he knew of my dad, they were probably rivals or something. I hope i didn't give off 'i am an orphan but i also have over 1 billion dollars to my name, and my dad was abusive and a murderer" vibes LOL. 

damn i really need help HAHAHAAH

i heard the bell ring for the end of the day and quickly got up and started to leave when i saw ta-ki and his group of friends coming out of class, i made sure he didn't see me. 

He looked so happy, i am glad i will be leaving him with good people, with people that will surround him with happiness and laughter like maria, his friends, the maids. I wish i had been given that.

He left the door and i saw him get in the car, he looked around for me but didn't see me. i am planning to walk around the park today, just like the old days.

-at the park- (AHHH sorry for the time skips)

the swings look exactly the same as the first time i went there with you mom, just a little more rusty. The laughter echoes in my ear as i see a little girl laughing while her dad pushes her in the swings, they look so happy. 

why couldn't he do that? 

why was he never present in my life, like all the other dads?

why?

The sun started to get down and the park was all quiet now, i went and sat in one of the swings while blasting home by edward sharpe & the magnetic zeros. 

The cold breeze hit my face. 

home, let me come home

home is wherever i am with you 

i miss her. 

as i started to go to my own world i felt someone coming near me and panicked a little, i got out my keys and from the pocket of my bag i got some pepper spray. I got up starting to leave because 1, it was the night and i was alone. 2, men. 

As i got up i felt a hand on me and as anyone would do i quickly sprayed the pepper spray on them and punched them in where the sun don't shine. 

"ouch ouch ouch ouch this really stings Y/N" says the person 

wait i know this voice-

AND BOOM NEW PART DONE. i very much procrastinated on writing and completing this fic. i am very much sorry AHHHH