Anything For You 💔

Chapter 3 (I can't make chapter names :,D)

Quickkkk thingy here uh... this chapter has mentions of suicidal actions  and stuff. It's a serious topic and I'm not tryna be silly with it, proceed with caution u-u

Emma's POV: 

I walked away after I gave Gilda that flower! I hope she liked it. 

. . .

I went back over to where Norman and Ray were last but there wasn't any sign of them. Weird. I guess they went inside. I sat down on a nearby bench waiting for them to comeback. 

It's so calm. . .

And,, nice.

I'll stay awhile. 

Gildas POV:

Teardrops flow out of my eyes. Onto my shirt. I it really that wrong to be gay? To the point that someone you thought was a good friend hates that part of you? Maybe so. 

. . .

How would Emma react-

. . .

Would she react the same way Don did? 

I touched my arm. Full of previous wounds. No one has cared about or even seen. 

(Dark voice/ gildas bad thoughts are with these ")

"Maybe, instead of cutting this time, get a rope" 

Why should I listen to you?

"It's for Emma's sake, Gilda."

"You love her don't you?" 

"She's probably straight and homophobic."

"She'd never like you."

"WELL YOU DON'T KNOW THAT!!" I yell. Tears falling. 

"Fine, if you don't hang yourself, then get a knife."

. . .

I got to the kitchen. Sneaking past the kids to grab a knife. I can see my reflection in it. I walk down the creaking hallways to the bathroom. It's dark. No one else is here but me. 

I pull up my sleeve.

...

I look forward in the mirror

Do I really want to do this?

The knife gradually getting close to my skin,,

"STOP!"

I turn around swiftly-

"E-Emma?"

Emma's POV: (before she got to Gilda)

"Emma? EMMA!" I was RUDELY shaken awake by Ray. 

"Huh? What do you want?" I spoke tiredly 

"You've been asleep for hours Emma -_-" Ray replied. "OH SH-" I started, but fell down "shhh no cussing child." Mom said peeking through the window.... what a creep. "Uh oh shoot dang it?" She just nodded and walked away. 

"Wow." Ray started "that was weird-" I nodded and walked away. 

And I waddled away waddle waddle.

I walked towards the house cause I needed to you know- use the bathroom after being asleep- walking down the creaky halls, I peered through the bathrooms 

Just imagine it's a big bathroom with multiple stalls + sinks. 

I saw green silky hair. I silently walked in. I looked at the mirror- it was Gilda. . .

"STOP!" I yelled "E-Emma?"

Gildas POV: current time :3

"WHAT ARE YOU DOING!!" She shouts. "I-uh" I spoke nervously. She runs forward and takes the knife out of my hand. Quickly lays it down on the sink. And- hugs me? 

Her curly orange hair was in my face,,, screams that im like mega gay ngl...

my face turns read from her suddenly in my god daM face...

I guess she quickly recognized what she was doing and looked away.. . 

What are you doing to me Emma. . .