Bleeding Love...

Chapter 1 ~ Harry

   I watched Janelle pack up for our annual trip to the beach. Her blonde, naturally curly hair slowly falling down to her face so that she keeps having to push it away. I stood by the door frame waiting for her to finally notice. But now a days, Janelle seemed to be so scared of me. I kept telling myself that she might be pulling a prank on you again but, this has been going on for several weeks and I didn't know how long I could take it.

Janelle and I have a very close, and playful friendship. We act like we're dating but that's only just in my dreams we are. She always seems to find away to emerge in a way I can't describe. It's like I can actually feel Janelle's hand in mine when we would touch in my dreams, but I would always wake up to an empty spot next to me on my bed.

"Hey, Jan. Need any help?" I suggested to her.

"God, damn it, Harry. Scare the crap out of me will you?" Janelle replies as she jumps back a bit staring at me with wide forest green eyes.

I chuckle and give her my crooked smile as I walk up to her, "So, need any help?" I ask again. I tried to put my hand over her shoulder as I used to do, but she steps back and pretends to grab something to put into her suit case.

"No, I'm fine. Do you know who's going to take our stuff to Malibu? " Janelle asked without paying any attention that I'm standing right next to her. I shrugg, " Liam told me Paul was going to but then Perrie told me that Zayn's mum was going to take the cases."

"Zayn's mum? I thought she wasn't coming this year?" Janelle looked into my eyes then quickly fixed them to the window near her bed.

"I have no idea. Confused myself." I replied. I kept looking at Jan's eyes, blinking, trying not to look towards me, "Is there something wrong, Jani? You've been acting a bit odd around me lately, is everything alright?" This time I come up to her before she could move a muscle and gently rub her back.

"Oh, yes. I'm totally fine. Just had a bad dream.." Janelle stepped back as soon as she could, all awkwarded out and faded her words out slowly.

"What was it about?" I ask worridily.

She gave me an encourging smile, "It was just about some guy trying to hurt me. I'm alright."

Janelle nodded then showed me the face that it was about time that I leave her room.

I gave her  a smirk and walked out.

"So," Niall came up to me with an excited expression on his face," How'd it go?"

"It went the same as usual. We talked, it got awkward, I tried my best not to make it, but it was. Nothing new, Niall." He looked at me with a blank face, "You could've tried, Harry!" Niall blurt out, punching my left shoulder.

"Ow!" I whine, "What was that for?"

"As I said, you could've tried. Harry, you always talk about her. And I can tell she means the world to you. It's about time you tell her that."  Niall was right. Janelle did mean the world to me. But what if I told her that I loved her and all that came out of it was getting my heart broken.

Everything Janelle did made me smile. Of course there was times where she would screw up but I knew she wasn't perfect and I accepted it. There was also times where she would cry about getting hate on twitter, or being called a slut or whore out on the street or in uni but I was always there for her. We had a special spot of where we would just sit together and talked for a while. Covered in trees and beautiful sorts of flowers covering the area so no one can see us.

Janelle and I would set up in a tree next to each other, swinging our feet off the branch. Watching the lake swiftly, and gently hit against the ground and rocks. It was a place we could call our own. No one knew about it but us. Not even the mates in the band.

"You're right, Niall. But I can't do that now. Not when she's afraid of just being in a room with me." I left Niall standing there as I walked into the kitchen where every one was eating there before-road-trip snack.

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"Is everybody ready?" Louis asked everyone. Janelle, Liam, Danielle, Louis, Zayn, Eleanor, Paul, Perrie, Niall, Dayna -Niall's girlfriend-, and I stood in a circle facing each other with our bags brought along with us.

Louis stared at Janelle, "What?" She replied with a smile. "Do you have everything you need?" Louis demanded.

"Of course I do. Why wouldn't I?" Janelle looked at him seriously. "You usually forget something, Jan." Danielle replied, pointing out a true fact.

One time, we went to Canada and she forgot to bring a pair of underwear. She made me go with her so she would feel less embarressed. "I have everything, Danielle! Packed and ready to go."She smiled at everyone assuringly and we all either giggled or chuckled.

"Okay then," Paul began, "Let's hit the road!"

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-Violetta