Undercover Love

Chapter One-Attraction

Note: This will be a short chapter just to set up Emily's and JJ's attraction to one another. The actual story will start next chapter.

Emily's POV:

I've been hiding my love for JJ for awhile now, and it hurts so much to do so. I knew it from the first time I saw her that it would be hard to hide my feelings from her. I'm scared that it would mess up our friendship, I don't even know if she likes women for God sakes! Nobody but Garcia on the team knows that I'm in love with her. She came to my apartment one night just to hang out and drink, and apparently I had too much to drink and cried to her about how much I love her. I was sober when I woke up and somehow remembered everything I said the night before, I was embarrassed but Garcia promised me that she wouldn't tell anybody.

Sometimes I catch myself staring at her when we're working a case or when we're stuck doing paper work. I can't help myself, she has the prettiest blue eyes I've ever seen and the sharpest jaw line, who wouldn't stare at her beauty? But one time I caught her staring at me! I couldn't believe the goddess herself was staring at me! I could tell she was embarrassed since she started to blush, so I winked at her which made her even more flustered.

I'd say I have a dominant personality, but JJ brings out the softie in me. Which is one of the reasons why I love her, no women brings out that side of me. I tend to bottle up my emotions, but JJ makes me feel so comfortable around her. I just wish JJ knew how I felt about her, but she probably wouldn't feel the same way about me. I don't even think she's into women, but if she was, she probably wouldn't be into me. A Goddess like her would probably wouldn't like someone like me with emotional problems. My mom is a big reason for that since she was never around.

JJ's POV:

I've been in love with Emily since her first day here at the BAU. Right when I saw her smile and her raven black hair, I knew I was attracted to her. But, once I actually got to know her, that attraction turned into something more. Especially when we would talk at the bar after a case, or I would hang out with during girls night with Garcia I knew I was falling in love with her. Garcia is the only person that knows that I'm in love with her. I was watching movies with her one night and she could tell something was bothering me, so I broke down and cried telling her my love for Emily. It's so painful hiding it, but I don't have the courage telling her.

When we're all on the plane on our way to a case, I catch myself day dreaming about her. Emily is the most gorgeous girl I've ever seen before in my life and I can't help myself from thinking about her. But, sometimes I fantazie about her and I being together and what it would be like. I think of me on top of Emily cuddling up together in her bed while she rubs my back, and waking up to her every morning. One day in the office when we were doing paperwork I got distracted and started to stare at her. I guess she noticed and looked back at me, I immediately blushed. But, then I saw her wink at me! EMILY PRENTISS JUST WINKED AT ME! I was even more flustered after that.

Emily is one sexy dominate women. But, I also see that she also has issues opening up. I made it clear to her that she can talk about absolutely anything to me, I just want to make sure she's comfortable around me. I know she tries so hard to play this dominate persona, but I know inside that she struggles a lot with her emotions. But, after awhile of knowing her I can tell that she's a big softie when it's just me and her. I love dominate Emily, but I also love seeing the softer side of her. Especially when she's around kids, she would make a great mom.

I just wish I could tell her how I feel, but I know she would never like a women like me. I mean just look at her! She's Emily Prentiss, an absolute Goddess! She could choose any women to be with, and it would definitely not be me. But, after years of being in love with her I just wish I could tell her the truth...