I̺͆𝙣𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙤𝙪𝙨 ረ𝙤𝙫𝙚💜

Part 25:

He's so hot Omfg.. I don't think y'all understand the obsession I have with Dabi... like if I was offered to be with him I won't hesitate 🤰🏽..

Ok ok SOO There's this reader of mine.. I hope she or he sees this I saw their pfp and I was obsessed with it I asked if they can send it to me.. so than they put down their  Instagram user but now I can't find it.. so if you read this can you put down your Insta again🌚...
(Guys when I tell you how hot that pfp was.. it was Dabi too😩)
Art is not mine

—————————Dabi—————————

Y/n's Pov

It was now night time and after spending some time with Dabi he then had to go out to some side mission. I had to stay behind because I still couldn't go out. I was hoping Dabi would let me go out sooner than later, I was getting tired of staying in this place. Just by staying here is slowing me down from getting stronger, I need to train and get more powerful, in order to fight off villains, but then here I am in a place where the most wanted is. Instead of trying to come up with a plan I've been watching TV and hanging out with Dabi. I sometimes wonder why I fell for Dabi, and not any other person. But then I'm not even 100 percent sure about my feelings, just thinking about boys makes me have a headache. I decided to go to sleep since it was already getting late and Dabi won't be here anytime soon.

5am

Dabi's Pov

I had to go on a side mission which was to make sure there wasn't anything that led to our new hideout. Knowing how UA can be they'll do anything to find y/n. If they find her we'll also be caught. We didn't only just kidnapped y/n but we also hurt some heroes and even tried to take away their quirks with that red thing whatever it's called. I don't care about that. After hours of trying to make sure there's no trace or anything that leads to the hideout.. I head back. I can't head home yet for some reasons, I mean I would've had y/n in my home instead of the hideout but I was worried if she ran away while I'm asleep or out on a mission. But since there were more people in the hideout she would get caught. Since I believe things are slowly getting better I'll probably take her to my home tomorrow.

I was jumping on roofs enjoying the cold breeze in my face. It's been a while since I felt like this alone.. maybe I'll take y/n with me to do this. I stop for a while to catch my breath.. I wanted to smoke a cigarette so I lit it up and inhaled it.. than remembering what

y/n told me.. I looked at my cig and thought, since when did I ever listen to someone. I threw the cigarette a way, stepping on it with my foot and deeply sighed. "I hope y/n chooses me" I said to myself. I've realized that even if she's hugging me or anything I can see she has a lot in her mind. I feel like she's trying to choose between those two other guys and her career. I'm not stupid I know y/n has something for those guys, she just doesn't want to tell me. I saw sparkles in her eyes but filled with sadness as well when she's around them. And then the fact that I'm a villain puts her more at risk. I started to think harder.. and every time I thought of some sort of solution it all ended bad.. The only one I had was to let her go and do what she desires. If I keep being selfish I would put both of us at risk. She would lose her dream, she won't be able to catch the villain that killed her mother, she could get expelled from UA for being with a villain. And that I could get caught and taken away to prison and to never get out.

I believe that's the hardest way to get taken away from her.. and the thought of being caught and never seeing her breaks my heart to a million pieces. If only she knew who I really was but I'm just not ready to talk about that topic. Why am I even thinking about this I thought to myself. She says I'm the only one but I know it isn't true. This would've been much easier if she just fell for me and not worried about other guys and also if she didn't want to become a hero. But I can't make those choices for her.

All these thoughts were too depressing so I went for a drink.. instead of drinking one glass, I drank more than usual causing me to be drunk. I got out of the bar(which was part of the abandoned city where all villains are) and started limping back to the hideout. I then stopped walking feeling tears come down my face.. even when I'm drunk I still can't manage to forget about her. She's one of the reasons I live. I finally got home trying not to make noise but obviously failing. I entered the room and saw her lying there so peacefully yet so beautiful. I walked towards her and sat caressing her head. I then started crying again, accidentally waking her up. "Dabi..?" Fuck even her voice is amazing.. I will miss it everyday. "Dabi.. are you okay what's wrong? '' she looked at me with worry written all over her face. She then sniffed me. "Ar- are you drunk" she said "why y/n why did I have to fall for you.. can't you see how I'm mad in love with you" she just stared at me "you think I can't see just by how you act I'm not the only guy you want. I know you like those other boys fuck if I haven't even crossed paths with you, you would've been with one of them. I can see that you think about us as well and your fucking career. How you wonder why you ended up crossing paths with me." "Dabi I-''. "Don't even try to come up with an excuse. It's like I can read you now..y/n I'm so selfish with you I only want you for myself and give you anything you want. I want a future with you. I even want kids and show you love" Dabi it's not that easy I wish it was but it's not..I can't just choose" she said

"I know y/n which is why I came to a conclusion that it's best if we separate and act as if we never met." Her eyes widened "NO WAIT.. WHAT DABI WHAT ARE YOU SAYING.." I started caressing her face "Hey.. hey baby look at me it'll be okay hm. I mean think about it if you stay with me and we get caught you won't be able to kill the bastard that murdered your mom, you could get expelled from your school and if I get caught I would be taken away to prison and stay there till my death and we will never be able to see each other." I said with sadness. "Dabi please no.. just give me some time to think hm..? please don't do this" I saw tears coming down her face as the moon shined through the window. "It's the only way princess. I should've never kidnapped you if i wasn't so selfish you wouldn't be here right now.'' I cried more. "Stop saying such things you're just drunk.. Yea you're just drunk how about we forget this and go to sleep." she said sobbing through her words. "Y/n do you not understand?.. What got me to drink is because I was thinking about the situation while sober.. When we are both ready.. And you're ready to decide what you want..you'll know where to find me" she just stared at me sadness filling her eyes.. And I'm heartbroken. "How about we enjoy each others company tonight and rest.. Tomorrow I'll take you home." "..ok" she said in a very low tone. We got comfortable, hugging each other as if it's the last.caressing her head and whispering sweet things as a way to calm ourselves down. I'll give her the space she needs to think about her decisions and if she truly wants to be with me. As for me I need to think of what we can do if we do end up being together and make sure things don't get messy.

"Goodnight my sweet little mouse" "goodnight Dabi.."

With that they both fell asleep with sadness filling their hearts. Who knew falling for a villain would cause such a heartbreak. And falling for the girl who he has known forever to cause him to let her go so she can make her own path.