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Chapter 13

❝Chapter 13:  Just a white rose ❞
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Notice:
Rushed chapter?
Fluff  and a bit of angst
Short chapter
A little bit of talking about suicide
Language?
🌸 Don't Start the music yet 🌸

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[ Y / N ] [ L / N ] P . O . V { 9 : 00 at Shibusawa }

" You know I hate you right. " I said to the brown-haired male. " yeah I know, but you still love me." Said dazai with a smile on his face. God hates this idiot, but he's my idiot. Anyway, long story short I have had a breakdown how two voice was talking shit about me and cause me to hate self blame others, thinking how my life was in past. Then there was a knock at my door that causing me to stop voices taking shit me about how to blame the death of people ( I mean I was who killed in the first place so I should be blaming myself). Then this Idiot somehow found my bedroom door a started knocking at my door. I don't know why or how Dazai found my bedroom door. I bet my ' Father ' told him were my bedroom.

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" [ Y / N ] is anything happen to me, I just need to know that I love you. " Dazai Said with I hit of sadness. " Dazai, don't say that-."  this hit me hard it somehow cut my words.  I hated the fact that his hobby is suicide. He like a white rose to look for some blood to spread around that white rose.

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"ᴺᵒᵗʰⁱⁿᵍ ⁱˢ ᵍᵒⁱⁿᵍ ᵗᵒ ʰᵃᵖᵖᵉⁿ ᵗᵒ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵃᶻᵃⁱ" " mumbling my words so I can try to be ok. I can't lose him. Not like this. The day that I meet him, He was just a suicide manic. A big dummy, and a big idiot. But when Oda died... we had a big argument at the dazai appointment. I almost hurt him... I don't wanna hurt him [ A / N: don't worry reader you won't hurt dazai again * wick * wick * ]

      " [ Y/ N ] "  he said my name. " Yes dazai? " my eyebrows up.

    " I will be ok, I got this my only plan is that you're safe ok," he said. Lies ..... Why these he used lies. No no, no everyone lies. My father lies when he said that my mom was coming back.

" [ N / ⅄ ] noʎ oʇ sǝıl ǝuoʎɹǝʌƎ "

" noʎ oʇ ǝıl oʇ ǝʞıl ʇsnɾ ʎǝɥ⊥ "

Shut up

" [ Y / N] "

I don't wanna kill anyone.

" [ Y / N ] "

I don't want to kill dazai too. 

" [ Y / N ] ! "

My thought snapped when dazai yelled out to me. That the first time that he did that. " [ Y / N ], I know what your think," he said. " But Dazai you are- " " I know. Just trust me for this. "

" You can hate me all you what, but am just a white rose that is looking for some blood," he said. I know it.  The room went silent.  I hear footsteps coming toward me. Feeling hands around my wrist.  Dazai pushes my head against his chest. It's so warm. I wanna stay like this forever.

Soon the room becomes silent. Too silent. The room that we were in was plane white. There were no color in the room it was only white. It it felt like we were in heaven. Living our live together , taking no shit about the cruel world we live in.
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"[ Y / N]," he spoke up from the
"Hm" you hum.

" I love you belladonna"
❝Chapter 13:  Just a white rose end ❞
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A / N: just going to leave these pictures here. 
Oh, before I forget there will be a new book is coming out soon :) that is all.
Me right now trying to read -read this chapter while am watching Anime.
Enjoy the picture .