Being a girl

it's getting too much

jeongyeon pov 

it's been a while i got momo miscalls but i didn't picked them cause i was scared tzuyu been really better and now all know the reason why i was ignoring them 

now im a girl but it's getting harder all the people start asking  me dumb questions

girl " how does it feel to be a guy than turn into a girl does it hurt there "

Jeong " what !"

and even weird questions but when I changed into a girl in starting I didn't felt too hard but now I'm getting hormonal changes and a blood river is flowing its soo damn hard does every girl have to go through it or only a few what if 

Jeong " miss can I go to the washroom "

miss " this is your 5th time do I look like a fool "

you are a fool I was repeatedly tapping on the floor just waiting for class to get over it rings it must be soo damn hard for other girls 

sana looks at me and she gives me a look like she understands she comes near 

sana " isn't this your first time " I nod my head

sana " ooh understandable don't worry every girl have this " she smiles cutely and looks at me I felt kind of calm then she gives me a peck on my on my cheek

jeong " yah not in front of everyone "

sana "  hehe "

i remember it was easy but as day are passing it is driving me crazy i don't want to be girl anymore it's just i don't want to anymore 

i have decided i will be a boy until then i am being a girl 

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