Sidney pov...

It's been 3 months since we got to LA and I been feeling a bit down since the hole jonah thing I miss him I really do. I sometimes hear Anthony talking to him on the phone it hurts my heart knowing I can't talk to him, because if I do he can get in more trouble.

I've been a bit sick since we got here. I've been throwing up a lot and Sammy gets worried a lot right now am by myself since I feel like I could be pregnant and if I am, am pretty sure it's jonah.

I have the pregnancy test in my hands right now am going insane hoping that am not pregnant I hope am not. I take a small look and... "shit..." i say to myself tears come down my face. It's not that I don't want a baby that's jonah's but the thot that am by me self makes it hard.

How am I going to tell Anthony, No I can't tell him it's jonah's he will kill me and jonah. I walk out of the bathroom and lay on my bed, I cruel up on the bed. The thot of being pregnant made me cry more and more. That night I cry myself to sleep

Next morning...

I was sleeping when I felt some one tap my face. I opened my eyes to see it was Sammy and Anthony "um Sidney? " "ya?" Sammy and Anthony look at me with a mixs of confused and worried as Anthony gives me the pregnancy test "what is this?" "oh that... Um it's a pregnancy test" "is it your?" "uh......... Yes, it's mine" I look down at my hands and start to play with them "AND HOW THE HELL DID YOU GET PREGNANT?!" Anthony screams in my face as I start to cry. What can I say I can't just tell him it's jonah's baby he will kill him and me.

"I hooked up with some random dude in a bar a few days ago and I think he didn't know how to put on protective... am sorry.." I say as I whisper the last part. I look up to see Anthony disappointed at me he stans up and leaves. Sammy just looks at me and says "it ok he's just mad" and he hugs me I hug back I can't tell them it's jonah's I just can't. after a bit I let go of the hug "come let's go talk to Anthony" "ok"

We get up and go to the kitchen where Anthony is he's on his phone and looks at me and says "sid, am sorry I scream at you it's not your fault, but..., I am disappointed" "am sorry" " it's OK, come here " I go to him and hug him "sid?" "ya Sam?" "are you going to keep it?" "ya it's not his or her fault, and can you please not tell jonah Anthony".......

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Well that's chapter 1 let's see what happens....

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