Sway house/TikTok boys Smut

Noah Beck

God, I'm fucking horny. I've always assumed I'd have a boyfriend. More now than ever but I'm not ready to come out. I couldn't if I wanted to, the house won't let me. I've never really assigned myself with a label but I've always preferred guys. And I've been with a lot of them. My first was during soccer camp when I was 14. Pretty innocent. It was my bunkmate and we decided to show each other our dicks. One thing led to another and we ended up jerking each other off. We didn't get caught but he left shortly after what we did. I don't know if it was fear or embarrassment. I wouldn't have said anything. We wouldn't reconnect till we were 18 and found each other by accident on Instagram. we ended up chatting a bit and catching up till he asked me if I had a girlfriend. I of course told him no and he said he didn't either. we ended up being each other's firsts.

Since then I've been pretty lowkey about my whole deal. only blake knows. most recently Bryce. I assume everyone has their guesses but no one can speculate without rumors or actual proof so for now, I guess I'm still in the closet. which is fine except for the lack of sex in my life. id take anything at this point. a consistent friends with benefits with blake has kept me maintained but I still want for more.  If I'm being completely honest, I've always had a thing for griffin. but I don't see it happening any time soon. for now, I've been toying around with Bryce. I love watching him squirm from nervousness, it gets me rock hard.

earlier me and him were fucking around on the couch, just playing games and goofing around. things were pretty light till my leg accidentally grazed his. he looked over at me and into my eyes. I put my hand on his inner thigh and we just stared deeply for a bit. I could tell he wanted to do something but he looked away and kept playing. I saw him grab a pillow and place it over his dick though, he was probably expecting me to get on top of him. we have yet to have a second hook up but it'll happen with time. 

Blake and I haven't done anything either. not since we fucked. we've talked obviously but not about what we did or if we could continue. so I've been dry and horned up. I try not to masturbate. once you have sex it just isn't the same and it's just sort of depressing but at this point, I don't have any other options. and the lotion on my nightstand is calling my name. for now ill just close my eyes and hump the bed and hope my boner goes away.

the fabric rubbing against my skin is making me throb. this feeling just makes me want more. I want a tight fucking hole to please me. I want Blakes's smooth pink hole wet and sloppy on my cock right now. My heart is racing at the thought of double-dipping in both Bryce and blake at the same time. fuck my heart is racing and I'm breathing so heavy. I pump my final strokes deep into my bed as my balls release my load from my jeans into my shirt. I'm completely wet in my cum but still hungry for some ass.