"Please don't make me do this " you say sadly . "Come on you can sing! Just try...for me alright?" Seungri says sweetly.
"Please Seungri......don't make me..." You say tears filling your eyes. "Hu what's wrong! I just want to hear you sing" he goes to hug you but you move out of his way. He sighs and turns on the computer.
He goes into YouTube finding the karaoke version of "ALL OF ME" and he clicks it. Your eyes widen.
He looks over at you smiling "come on. This is out song remember ? I always sing this to you when you think you aren't good enough" you look away.
"I'm sorry." You say closing your eyes tightly. "Why are you sorry?" He asks curiously. "I'm too sensitive. I don't want you to worry about me when I cry" you say.
He is such a sweet guy. "(Y/N) I love you. And your my girlfriend. I can't not worry about you". He says smiling and continues "now please try to sing. I'm sure you sound like an angel."
You nod and start singing. Seungri watches you singing until something struck him hard. As you were singing "love your curves and all your edges...all your perfect imperfections" you started crying. He turned the music off and hugged you.
You burry your face in his chest. "S-Seungri...." You stutter. "Why are you crying " he asks. "It just reminds me of what you say to me all time..." You say sadly and continue "e-every time I say I looked bad or hate myself...you always say how much you love me. And ....I'm so happy you give me confidence when I have none"
Seungri holds you tighter and begins to cry himself. "I know you find it hard to love yourself as much as I love you... And I would do anything to make you laugh at times like this..." He starts crying more and you look up as a tear from his face drops down onto yours. He continues "but I have nothing to say.....but I know your perfect....and I love you so much ".
You cry harder yourself. "I love you Seungri.....and that will never possibly change." Little did Seungri know of your suicidal attempts. When he was at work cutting made you happy. Some how it gave you peace. You didn't know why you hated yourself but you did.
The day Seingri got home was the day everything changed. You were lying on the floor as a pool of blood surrounded you. Luckily you were still breathing. The maknae calls 911 before he runs to pick you up in his arms.
You wake up to a bright light and a familiar face. "S-Seungri" you stutter. Seungri quickly hugs you tightly.
"(Y/N)!" He looks angry but is also happy to see you. " I SWEAR IF YOU EVER DO THAT AGAIN!* he furrows his brow. "Your an idiot you know that? " he calms down a bit before continuing. "That's it....I'm not leaving you alone ever! Your always going to be with me until this is resolved!"
"S-Seungri....no-" you start but he cuts you off. "Yes (y/n) your going to stay by me. I don't care if it takes forever." He half heartedly smiles being to sad to smile fully.
You hug him as the Big Bang members awed. When did they get here? You thought.
Seungri wipes a tear from his eye and stands up confidently. "I don't care what you look like your always going to be mine! You are good at singing! And no! When I get mad at you I never mean what I say! Now.....don't ever do that again!" He tells the nurse that your going home with him.
At home for about 1 year he helps you through the faze. And you both live happily ever after.
