My name is Koroshi Kurai and my life never had a good start...
You see..
when I was nearly ten years old my father left me and ran away with a different woman...
I still remember that day like it only happened yesterday...
My mother was the only one who raised me..
but between me and my mother I think it's safe to say she went insane after my father left...
I know this because..
She started drinking... Using drugs.. She even called male prostitutes and came home very late sometimes...
She'd often forget that I was at school so I had to go home alone...
she would even forget that she had a home and would just pop up several days later...
During the days where she would come home late or never come home at all...
But that didn't really bother me... What really bothered me was the fact that everytime she saw me..
Her eyes would start to water and she would scream at me saying things like..
"if only you were never born!!"
"I wouldn't be suffering like this if you died sooner.."
I never knew the reason why she would react that way...
She also tends to beat me up and kick me till I'm black and blue...
But the physical pain didn't hurt...
The words...
"Your father was the best man I ever had... But then.. You came along!! Die!! Burn in hell!!"
Those words not only left a wound but a scar...
Those words were agonizing to hear and painful to hear rather than cuts and bruises she inflicted on me...
I don't really like to talk about my past, it's probably because I get nightmares from them...
there was one very painful memory that I will never forget... Not only did it traumatize me...
It changed my life...
It was a sunny Sunday morning, the birds were chirping...
And I was cleaning the house when..
she suddenly came home with a man..
I didn't really care about it at first... Since i'm used to it...
But today... Something was very off...
It's different..
A new feeling...
A feeling of fear and dread came rushing through my veins..
As if my body was telling me to run away...
I looked down..
She noticed..
She smiled at me while holding the door open for the man.. And said..
"be a good boy okay~? You're gonna have a very wonderful time soon~"
I was in shock while holding the broom.. I couldn't breath nor speak...
While i just stood there... Since I didn't know what to expect...
Then the man came in and said..
Man: "Goodness.. What a charming little son you have madame.."
