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Past

Lee Nagyung

I met someone today. I met someone today. Do you know? I met someone today.

Why am I so excited? I don't know but I wanted the moment to last forever, the moment with him.

Let me tell you what happened.

We had a project today. Like we had about one week to research about a particular topic and then had to present a whole paragraph about it.

It was not a big deal unless it was a group project. I was never a sociable person. I got paired with two other girls, who were best friends to each other, so things became more difficult for me to approach.

They planned all, from scratch to a final, and all I did was nod. I was too scared to even suggest an advice. Put my bad socialization skills aside, both were from well-known part of the school council and they are famous, not should I say...notorious??

I never had a chance to tell them about my Glossophobia. So yeah, I messed up so bad and we got no marks for the project. What was worse was I was the first speaker and my speech anxiety kicked in and messed up the entire threat, leaving the two to unable to continue.

Well, I cried. I cried in the corner of the school alone. The two girls scolded me, and even threatened me that I will never be able to enter the campus again. But again, I failed the project. The two were girls of authority and they would never fail anything but I did. Out of no where, I did. So was it too much for me to cry hopelessly? Like for a single escape?

"Crying never is a right way of escape, True escape is when you fight back against your emotions and do something opposite to that"

That was what he said before sitting near me and patting my head. He said failing once was not a mistake. Without being able to get back up after being fallen is the true mistake.

I cried with a smile, a smile of relief after his cheerful words. I dug my head into his chest as he slowly patted my entire body.

The feeling was ethereal yet so pleasing.

He left a few moment later without even introducing anything other than his name.

Kang Hyun Bin- Yes that was his name. That was all he left. No, he also left another thing.

MEMORIES

I still felt the memories of being with him as even the night went on. And my entire self wishing at a comet for tomorrow to be a same or better day than what I had experienced today.

My chest hurt like something sharp was clawing me. Was it a feeling of falling for someone? Seriously, there was no chance for a knife or a glass in there for ripping inside right??

Yes, it must be a feeling of love.

━━━ 𝖧𝗒𝗎𝗇 : 2021