i belong to you

*3* hs

louis bitch✨- ni?

drunk irish🇨🇮- what harry?

drunk irish🇨🇮- please don't tell me anything else about louis🙄

louis bitch✨- what's wrong with talking about him?

drunk irish🇨🇮- once you start you can never stop. it's like a waterfall of louislouislouis

louis bitch✨- well i'm sorry if i wanna talk about the person who i've loved for almost 8 years 🙃

drunk irish🇨🇮- what do you need to say haz?

louis bitch✨- ok so when i "saw" louis yesterday he seemed off. he looked like he was somewhere else.

louis bitch✨- he must have not enjoyed it 😞 i tried so hard to be sexy and cute😭

louis bitch✨- i wish he'd just kiss me once. ni can you get him to kiss me?

drunk irish🇨🇮- wait do you guys have been having sex for like 6 months and haven't kissed during any of it!?

drunk irish🇨🇮- that's crazy

drunk irish🇨🇮- also no but you could try talking to zayn or liam. they could talk to him

louis bitch✨- he's given love bites but no kisses 😔

louis bitch✨- and no i cannot talk to zayn or liam. they'd tell him about it and then he'd know i'm in love with him and stop what we have going on

drunk irish🇨🇮- mate i hope you realize that even if i talked to louis the same thing would happen. he would find out you love him and then he'd kiss you back and you'd fall deeper into love, get married and have larry babies

louis bitch✨- larry babies? what's that mean?

drunk irish🇨🇮- haz really!? you don't know what larry babies are?

drunk irish🇨🇮- why they are yours and louis' kids

louis bitch✨- but why larry?

drunk irish🇨🇮- that's your ship name louis+harry is larry.

drunk irish🇨🇮- the full thing is larry stylinson

louis bitch✨- ok nialler i think you had a bit too much to drink tonight so i'm gonna let you sleep

drunk irish🇨🇮- ok but tell me if you ever get the courage to talk to pretty boy about smooches 😘

louis bitch✨- goodnight ni

drunk irish🇨🇮- night haz

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i stare at the ceiling and sigh i can't wait for monday so i can see louis again. i already miss his warm touch that make my skin ignite into flames but also cools it down, as if its ice, as he drags his finger along the groves of my stomach a pudgy hips.

i can just imagine the light feathery kisses he places against every  inch of my creamy pale skin. the sensations becoming too much as he starts to slowly suck love bites all of my body, from the underneath of my soft jawline to the thickness of my thighs that just wish to wrap around his head so all i can see if his caramel hair as he licks the most warm part of me.

fuck harry you did it again. every fucking day the same shit happens. i think about louis actually loving me as we do the unspeakable things in the loneliness of the hotel room.

i slowly slide under my soft white  duvet after slipping off the lavender panties that rested upon my bum. the only thing that was covering me was a jumper id stolen from lou a while back. i reached into the bedside and found my lube and clear dildo.

im already prepped because the day after i see louis im always horny with the thoughts of the night before fresh in my mind. i placed the base of my dildo on the sheets to not ruin the pretty duvet above it. i coated the outside of my hole and the full dildo in the sticky clear substance.

i straddled the top of the plastic cock and slowly sunk down loving the feel of something filling me up. Nothing will compare to louis as he is the only thing that completely satisfies my craving.

i move just my hips up and down to  adjust to the size of the object stretching me slightly. soon the short motions turn into full bounces and my bed starts to creak. the feeling of the dildo running against my walls causes me to let out all the noises i couldn't yesterday.

¨lou¨ ¨louis¨ ¨fuck, oh my god¨ a small string of ughs fall from my red bitten lips as i search for the one spot that will have me crumbling apart.

¨HOLY SHIT UGHHH¨ and i found it. the perfect angle that has me whimpering and reaching to grab the sensitive perky buds that adorn my chest. i twist and pull at my nipples until i can feel tingling in my stomach. i reach for my cock. its big for a bottom well kinda-bottom. a few hard tugs and there a small amount of white coming through the slit. i milked dry after cumming what 8 times today and nothing feels better.

i lay still in my post orgasmic haze for a small amount of time before i grab my fluffy white towel from my bottom drawer and wipe myself clean. shove everything into the bottom drawer of my beside table. the tiredness catches up to me as i slip into a state of pure and utter happiness dreaming of a life for me and louis together.

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literally no my posting this because a beautiful human added this to a reading list and that almost made me cry because wtf someone likes this enough to want to read more!? anyway it's not edited so like lmk of any mistakes- <3 a bitch who's in love with her ex still