my dear soldier

chapter 2

After a long drive, we finally arrived at the compound. Bucky opened the car door for me and then he led me inside while carrying my bags for me. Once we got inside everyone was out so he led me to my room. My room was huge it had its own walk-in closet and bathroom! I got settled in and then I heard a knocking at my door it was bucky he made me a sandwich for lunch. I thanked him he asked me if I wanted a tour I said yes, please.  He started downstairs showed me the kitchen then the living room the bar we went upstairs he showed me everyone's rooms the movie room and the bathrooms. He asked me if I would like to see the basement cause tony may get mad. I said yes, please! Just don't tell tony he firmly responded. I won't I promise! He showed me Tony's lab, the mission room, and the weapons room! It was so cool! I went back to my room and got ready for a shower I popped in the shower. When I got out I had a towel wrapped around my moist body. I turned around and saw bucky he claims he was coming to get me for dinner. I asked him how long have you been here. 10 minutes he mumbled. Bucky i..i.. did you see me. NO! quickly answered. y/n get ready for dinner to be down in 5. Ok! I got ready for dinner went down and I saw tony I ran into his arms screaming hi uncle tony!!! Hi, kid how are you. Okay! Bucky gave me a tour! Okay kid I want you to meet the avengers! This is sam. sup! sup sam nice to meet you! This is clint. Hey! hey clint nice to meet you! This is thor. Hello, young one. Hello, thor! This is Dr banner. Hey, Mr banner! hey welcome! This is Pietro and Wanda maximoff their twins! Hi! Hello. This is Natasha Romanoff. Hey child. Hi! This is steve! I know who he is that's steve rogers. Haha, yep that's me kid welcome! This is rhodey. Hi again rhodey! Hey y/n! this is Scott lang. Wait why do I recognize you. I don-. Baskin-Robbins!!! oh hahaha, kid! And this is vision! Oh hello, there vision! hello, young one! that's everyone! Wait you already know bucky! What's for dinner you kindly ask. Chicken parmesan! quickly replied tony. 

Really good Tony thank you! your welcome y/n. I'm going to go to my room ill see you later.

you head off to your room.

Meanwhile, in the mission room, steve bucky and sam are arguing about a mission. It gets really heated really quick bucky gets really mad and leaves. He storms upstairs. You hear him pacing around in his room mumbling to himself. You brush it off turn on take me to church and hop in the shower. You're about to rinse your foamy body off but you hear someone you look out the shower and see bucky standing in the doorway. BUCKY! Oh sorry y/n! Bucky this is the second time today it's not an accident! Why do you wanna watch me shower? It's very calming to me. Well, bucky I think you're going to have to be calm some way el- NO! he shouts. BUCKY! you can't just say no! it's my privacy! Your right but just shut up! Make me... Bucky throws a towel at you. you wrap it around your soapy body. He grabs your neck and says SHUT UP! you squeak no. He grabs your neck tighter. You let out a little moan. You cant speak it hurts. He lets go and leaves. 

After the shower on your bed.

Does he like me? Do I like him? yeah and he's hot af. 

Later that night at around 12 you hear a knock. Come in. your raspy voice says. It was bucky he sat next to you on the bed. Y/n I'm so sorry about earlier it was so inappropriate of me. No no bucky it's fine. No, it's not y/n! I shouldn't have chocked you! No, it is fine. I enjoyed it actually ;) Oh, really y/n did you? yeah, I wouldn't mind it again ;) Bucky leans in you lean in but then tony runs in and you two quickly pull away staring into each other's eyes.  Bucky we need you downstairs. Tony quickly says. Ok, one second. bucky mumbled. Bye y/n. bye bucky

Later at around 1 am 

you head downstairs to get a snack. You see everyone in the mission room. You head over to the mission room to see what's happening. Bucky steve and sam are arguing. You run in and say boys stop fighting your not toddlers. Your right sam says smirking at bucky. yeah, she's right steve says to bucky with the same facial expression. Bucky grabs you and takes you to the elevator. Where are we going you ask nervously. Upstairs bucky says while looking down at his feet. He picks you up and carries you to his room. Angrily walking and breathing you arrive at a door he swings the door open and then places you on a chair then slams the door shut. WHY WOULD YOU TELL PEOPLE! tell them what buck. TELL THEM WE ALMOST KISSED. I DID NOT DO THAT BUCKY!!! oh, then why do they know!? IDK! you tell me buck. Whatever he says pacing around the room. He sits on his bed head in his hands shaking his head he starts crying. You run over to him. What's wrong buck? you can't understand him over his sobbing. He rests his head on your shoulder you wrap your arms around him and rub his back. It's ok buck it'll be ok. I'm here. deep breaths. In and out. In and out. In and out. he finally calms down and then he looks you in the eye and says I'm sorry y/n. Bucky don't apologize you didn't do anything wrong. Now that your calm, what's the matter. It's just so overwhelming I found someone then steve and sam were trying to say that I shouldn't date anyone and it's so much. he starts sobbing again. Buck, it's okay let's take things slow don't stress it doesn't matter what sam and steve think it only matters what you think. Thank you y/n. bucky hugs you as tight as he can.