Not Again [Iwaoi]

[1] Prologue

[Oikawa's POV]
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"I think... I can love you"
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On that icy winter day, those were the exact words that gave me relief, though I knew. They hit me like a knife to the chest. A poisonous toxin she was, just too good to be true. Was this the thing I wanted? Are was I just lying to distract myself from him? Him. Im so constantly confused between the two, but, I feel as if this will be the best choice for me.

"Really?" I say while lifting my head, seeing beautiful blonde locks as my vision clears from the fogginess. I knew I sounded desperate, but it was just too good to be true. I really did try to win her heart, and I did. Except, deep inside, I didn't want to admit it.

I am literally the most closeted gay man you have ever seen.
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A/N - YUHHHHH GO OFF OIKAWA DONT BE IN DENIAL UR JUST SO THICK (Jk flattykawa-)