I like you

January 2020

AUTHORS NOTE

hey everyone! I know you probably came here looking for a romance, but that will come later! First i'm gonna start off with some friendship dramas so you can see how much I have progressed and changed since then. 

The main character (aka me) is called Sophia. My friends are Charlotte,  Chloe, Kiara, Bella, Mia and jess. My crush (or obsession) is Max. I'll introduce more people along the way, but until then I hope you enjoy! and please don't forget to vote and comment!

SOPHIES POV

I think I might be in love. I think he is the one. I knew from the moment I saw him two years ago that I loved him. He has the most amazing blue eyes and messy blonde hair. A jawline that could cut like a knife. The most adorable smile and a great sense of humour. He is the sweetest, kindest funniest guy I have ever met. Why won't he just ask me out already!

I have never told anyone about my crush on Max. I don't think I would ever tell my friends. I would just get judged and it would be so embarrassing.                                                                            Now that I think about it,  my friends and I don't tell each other anything. I know nothing about them and they know nothing about me. We are pretty much just acquaintances then.  I cant believe I hang out with people i barely know and dont like and call them my friends. its pretty sad. 

but anyway, back to Max ( AKA the hottest guy ever). We flirt all the time (i think) and he is giving me so many hints. He always compliments me, makes excuses to hang around me and I always  catch him staring at me. I think i'm making it seem like i don't like him cos i'm terrible at flirting. I just wish that he could see that and would ask me out!             

I could never ask him. I have a crippling fear of rejection, and I can never tell anyone what I really feel. I hate that about myself.  It makes it even harder to be with my 'friends' because they are all toxic apart from Bella. I would never be able to stand up for myself against them because if I do that then I'll have to leave the group, and then I'll have no friends at all.                                                    I just wish that I could move schools and get away from all of this, but I'd miss Max too much. All I want is a break from their toxic asses and be with people who actually care about me. I hope that one day I can finally be happy and be myself.