Avenge me

-Chapter 6-

"Byeee" You wave at him as the ship start to back away. That might have been a bad idea, but you were free now. You're never gonna see him again, right?

You sit on the floor looking down at your feet. You shed a few tears, not really sure why. You were still scared because a part of you know Loki won't let it go. He holds grudges. It doesn't take a genius to figure that out. 

You take your knees to your neck, squeezing them hard. The two weeks have been the absolute worst experience you could ever imagine. You don't know who is after you at this point. You don't know where Nat is. You don't know if Loki is still after you. You don't know where you are or if you're even going to survive. 

You start to cry a little more. You can't seem to stop. everything right now in your life is shattering around you. 

You look up and meet Drax' eyes. He shoots you a faint smile and takes out his hand. You look at it with tears in your eyes. You shake your head, trying to get rid of all the tears. 

~Ugh why do you have to cry so much all of a sudden~ You think.

You wipe away your tears and take his cold rock hard hand. A shiver goes through your body, making you a little uncomfortable but you shake it off. He helps you up and you walk with him. 

He guides you to the others. You smile, trying to seem okay but they don't fall for it.

-We are on our way to earth now. Where do you want us to take you?
Peter asks with a smile on his face. 

-Why are you guys so sweet towards me...? You don't know me and you just risked your life for me.
You say looking down at you feet, twirling your fingers. 

-Well...
Peter starts. He looks at the others trying to get their input but they stay quiet.
-We didn't want to leave you with that psycho. He is dangerous.

-Well I could have told ya that.
You say giggling being extremely uncomfortable. You keep you head down. You don't feel like you can trust them. 

-We just want to help you Irina.
Gamora says giving you a sympathetic smile as you look up. You smile back. There is a long awkward silence. 

-Well, are you hungry?
Peter asks and you kindly nod. You haven't gotten much to feed on the last week. He gets up and walks off. 

The next ten minutes you sit trying to have a conversation. You are sure that if the circumstances were different you wouldn't have a problem talking to her. Something in you just makes you awkward and hard to talk to. She really tries to get to know you but you are like a closed book. She doesn't blame you. You have just lost the life you once was so happy in. You almost died, several times.

At last she just stops trying to dig anymore. She can sense your non-presence and decides to let you be. She goes and joins the others. 

Peter soon comes back with a plate of food. It is not much but you don't really care. Anything is better than noting. 

It is quickly gone and you sit back leaning against the wall. You sigh and close your eyes. You try to relax, and for the first time in many days you are actually able. 

Not a long while goes by before you start to drift off. You start to think about seeing you dear Nat again, and a smile makes it's way onto your face. Everything is soon relaxed, and you are consumed by the emends darkness. 

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You wake up to see you surroundings completely empty.