Built Up Walls

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"Keep your guard up"
"Keep your gaurd up"

The voice in her head sang.

As much as she tried,

She couldn't seem to trust him.

She thought he would lie,

And she would give in.

She thought he would deny,

Her beast living within.

She did Maintain control.

That wall she built up.

That thing that kept her sane;

It was all wound up.

Wound up in a ball;

That's all it ever did.

Those emotions didn't seem to twist and turn.

They just stayed the same.

All of those emotions locked in.

Being the girl she is,

She hid it from the boy.

The boy she adored;

Knowing how much pain would

Be intertwined.

Intertwined those thoughts.

Those thoughts and actions.

The visible and the clear.

Having that wall.

The wall she built up.

She tried realesing her guard.

That thin line separating them.

She tried,

She tried as she might.

To express to the boy.

That boy she adored.

At first it was hard;

Trying to adjust.

Thinking she must,

She took those walls down:

All out of lust.

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