SHE IS THE ALPHA

Chapter 3.

I have so much on my mind so much pent up anger and no one to take it out on. I literally can't take it out on any of my pack members even though I know the exact group of people causing me to hurt this much because with this much rage and my wolf in full control I could end up killing that unfortunate person.

My wolf scarlet had taken full control long ago mere minutes after I stormed out of the pack house right after my short conversation with Dallen My beta.

I can't believe he ran after me only to spew such nonesense out of his mouth. He told me that he doesn't see the big deal and I'm simply overreacting going on and on about how much of a great guy he is and how lucky I am to have him as my chosen mate. He even had the audacity to tell me that I was being childish by waiting for my destined mate and I was just so dramatic.

I didn't bother replying him as I was trying to control my wolf from surfacing out of the rage that I felt but I couldn't do it for long because seconds later,my clothes had been torn to shreds as I shifted into my wolf form and scarlett took over racing into the forest of trees my anger and hurt fueling her to move faster than she usually did while I'm at the back of our mind in deep thought of what just went down.

Bringing myself back and trying to be a bit present, I look through scarlet's eyes to see a chubby rabbit ahead and I feel scarlet slowing down and ducking low no doubt in the mood for a hunt as soon as the rabbit is still and distracted, she swiftly pounces on the rabbit with her claws on it's back and it's head in between her jaws as in one swift move, she snaps it's neck and blood begins to spill out of the now dead prey.

Scarlet simply tosses it's head aside clearly just interested in the thrill of killing it. Some animals can feed on the carcass later. Pushing myself ahead and taking control back from Scarlet, I pad my paws against the soil and take a short stroll to a nearby lake where I shift back to my human form and wash up in the water.

After cleaning up the best I could without body wash and all, I walk a bit into the woods and take a large shirt that has been stuffed between branches of a tree. We always keep spare clothes in trees throughout the forest for a quick change after we shift because we always shred our clothes when we shift.

I keep on walking and in no time I'm at my special place. It's a small clearing with not much trees around but somehow has just the right shade and rich beautiful grasses with little flowers scattered across the surface. It's quite far from the pack house and that's why I love it. people hardly come here and it's so peaceful and calm. It's where I come to sort my thoughts or simply relax after a busy day of doing alpha duties.

Breathing in and out I just take in the peace and quiet. Sighing, I begin to wonder why my parents are doing this to me. I finally let down my walls and let all the emotions I've bottled up inside hit me and a single tear falls out of my eye "why can't they just let me have this?" I mutter to myself. "I've sacrificed so much for the pack why do I have to sacrifice the one thing I've always wanted and craved for? Why do I have to give up my mate before I even find him?!" My voice rises towards the end of my sentence. Not knowing what to do anymore I fall backwards and lay on my back and let out a loud shout. After the third round of shouting I'm finally satisfied and just lay there eyes closed feeling very relaxed.

I was about to drift off to sleep when I felt one of my pack members trying to push through my mind link. It's what connects me to all the members of my pack and we also use it to communicate. I blocked my pack off when I ran into the forest and one of my men running patrol at the borders is seriously trying to reach me. "I guess me time's over" I mutter with a sigh and unblock the link and I hear his strained Voice "sorry to disturb you alpha but we've detected some suspicious activity at the east side of the border"
"what did you find?" I ask sitting up from my position on the ground "during the patrol we found a few paw prints and some dead animal remains hidden in the bushes. We almost missed it but on close observation we also found some scratched up trees with bent or broken branches and the very suspicious part, a strange smell not belonging to this pack. it's most likely a rouge" scoffing I say "it must have a death wish for it to even think of entering my pack"

"Yes alpha. we'll need a few more wolves at this region just in case of an attack. I've already mind linked them and thought I should run this by you"
"okay you have my permission. Double patrol security at the east region and get back to me every forty-five minutes" "yes alpha I'll get right to it" he says getting off the link and I stand up and dust the dirt off the shirt I'm wearing and remove it.

shifting into my wolf form I start making my way back to the pack house with the shirt between my teeth.

Who dares to come near our borders uninvited? Must be really brave or seriously stupid either way I've been out for a while so I have to return to the pack house. Duty calls.

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