Why Aren't You Scared Of Me? (A Billie Eilish Vampire Fanfiction)

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Toni's POV

The next day I woke up feeling a lot better. I noticed I was in my pjs I got scared on who did it. The only people I would let them do that is Jug or Cat. 

Jughead- Hey how are you feeling

Toni- I'm feeling better

Jughead- Don't worry it was me 

I nodded and he walked with me downstairs to make sure if I fell he would catch me. As we walked into the dining room the twins ran to me. 

Kevin- Toni are you okay 

Toni- I'm alright Kev I wasn't feeling well 

Betty- Me and Billie got this for you. But it all my idea

It was a single rose. I took it and smiled. I smelt it as I make a noise. 

Toni- Thank you Betty its really pretty

Betty- I wore a princess dress yesterday and it came true

Toni- You did and so did I 

Betty- I WANNA SEE

Toni- Betty baby inside voices please

Betty- Sorry

Toni- Its okay 

The food then came out and the twins were kinda not wanting to leave my side. They fear abandonment. I'm scared I have to send them away with Jughead to be safe so no one could find them. I don't want this life for them because they are too young. After I ate I got up to leave the twins started to scream wait. 

Kevin- TONI DON'T LEAVE US.  Don't leave

Toni- Kev hey bud I'm not going no where okay 

Kevin- Then why did you leave yesterday like mom and dad did

Toni- I was sick I was up in my room. I could never leave you. I know you are scared so am I but I want you to be the great warriors I taught you to be. Because why is that

Jughead- I'm king Jughead

Toni- I'm queen Toni

Kevin- I'm prince Kevin

Betty- and I'm princess Betty 

Toni- Exactly even if though I don't have a boyfriend doesn't mean your king is leaving you either. He's family 

They hugged me and I saw Billie smiling at me. I told the twins to go get ready. I then sat down and looked at Billie. 

Billie- Your great with them 

Toni- They look up to me and Jug. They only really trust us right now and I want them to trust you but I know it will take time. I would do anything to keep them safe

Billie- Like die for them 

Toni- Of course they are 10 and have their whole life ahead of them. Got to keep there innocences for a while. Have you told them

Billie- I hate the term but vampire

Toni- Yeah have you 

Billie- Yeah but I won't hurt them 

Toni- Did you know this would happen

Billie- Yeah. The real reason I walked into the school is because I knew your parents would leave 

Toni- Look at this point I'm not going to be mad. They weren't really great to me. They put an act for the twins. 

Jughead- T are you sure

⚠️Trigger warning⚠️

Toni- Yes. I mean am I can't hide the past forever. My parents were kinda abusive. Some days it would be Pretty physical but it was mostly emotional. One minute in the morning they would be sweet to me next I would be yelled at 

Billie- How bad

Toni- Jug can you say 

Jughead- It got to the point where she missed a whole year of cheer due to bruising. When first started to date she came to school with bruising all over. I've known this girl since we were in diapers and never experienced her so scared in her life. 

Billie- Did you try do do anything 

I looked at her and then Jug rubbed my back for comfort. I nodded and looked down. 

Billie- I'm not trying to push but what did you do if you want to say

Toni- No its okay. It's better if you know. One week it got to the point where I harmed myself. Not cutting but in a different way. I um didn't want scars to stand out. But one that I do have scars is my palms. I would pull out my hair. 

Jughead- I caught her slamming her head on a wall

Billie- Can I see

Toni- Its not much but its noticeable 

I showed her and she then just grabbed my hands. She just looked at me in my eyes. I was looking back at her and then next thing I know our lips touch together. 

*okay your good*

As we pull away I saw Jug smile and I did the same thing. 

Billie- You still love don't you 

Jughead- I mean yeah. She's like a sister to me. We had out fling but its just nice to see that she has a girl 

Toni- Okay Juggie don't need to get into that

Billie- Oh do tell Jughead 

Toni- Here we go 

Jughead- So one day Toni wanted to talk so we met at our favorite spot and she was in tears when I had gotten there. I knew something was up so I asked then she said that we needed to break up. Of course I was in shock but then she told me that she was gay I told her I supported her. Then she and I would spend Saturdays together trying to find her a girl.

Toni- And that never happened. So Jughead felt bad since I was getting heart broken over something I can't control. One day he dressed up as a girl. He had someone come and make him look like I girl. 

Jughead- I told her I was a boy at birth then changed into a girl and I was pan

Toni- It looked so real. I fell hard for JellyBean. But one day I saw the makeup come off of him and then he was clean about it. Ever since I haven't allowed our Saturday shopping for girls anymore

Betty- Can I go girl shopping 

Toni- Betty what are you doing. Wheres Kev 

Betty- Locked in a closet 

Toni- Oh not again where

Billie told us she would help and we looked for Kevin. We then heard Billie open a door and then he ran out hugging her. When he saw me he ran to me and I picked him up to comfort him. Kevin has a bit of trauma of being locked in a closet. Thanks yo Archie that made him think that there kidnappers in closets. 

Kevin- I thought I was going to to get kidnapped

Toni- Kev Archie is weird okay. Thats not true

Kevin- Its not

Toni- Nope because the only thing you will find is your dragon or a princess or a huge castle like this one. It can be in your imagination

Kevin- Can it be a whole kingdom

Toni- of course it can be 

It made him more happy and less scared. For the rest of the day me and Jug played with the twins as Billie just sat there watching me interact with them. Eventually she joined us and we spent the whole day messing around with the twins.