A boy with broken freedom.

Chapter 11: "Thank You"

Third Person POV:
Its been weeks and Killua is still in pain from that last attack, they never lasted this long. Chemo was not working but they couldnt afford a lung transplant and they didnt have a donor. Gon was watching his lover die in front of him. Killua couldnt leave his hospital like room and he could barely eat. It hurt to watch. Gon hadnt left the room once. He wasnt gping to risk leaving Killua, not when he could die any minute now. Gon just held the love of his life in his arms and sang to him to sooth him from the pain. Killua couldnt live without his oxygen tank anymore and could barely breath."G-gon, why are y-you crying? Please don't" Killua chocked out, he knew he was dying from the begining but knowing Gon had to watch him, broke him. "Stay strong for me...o-ok? They need you. I nedd you to be strong." Killua said, trying to encourage his lover to not lose his happiness once he was gone. "I-ill try. Atleast cuddle with me please." Gon saod in between sobs. He was devestated. They cuddled for atleast 6 hours. Gon wasnt leaving Killua. Not to eat, sleep or anything. He wasnt risking it. "I love you..." Gon whispered as He held the sleeping Killua in his arms then he fell asleep. A few hours later it was dinned time and Kurapika brought Gon his food and set up Killua's fesding tube because he no longer could keep down solid food. Pain had taken over his body but what kept him alive was Gon. Gon was what got him this far. Killua had been lying. He was at stage four but lied and said he was stage three for the sake of his lovers mental health and his own but Kurapika and Leorio found out a few days ago and told Gon which broke him. Gon knew there was no hope yet, he stayed. He was the true medicone of Killuas life.  Another week passed and Killua had progessively got worse. He looked like a corpse but he was alive, just barely. It was 2:30 and Killua had been ammitted to the hospital until it was his time to pass. Killua and Gon were snuggled up together in Killuas hospital bed, Gon was careful and made sure to not mess up any of the tubes and wires connected to his lover. They were watching "Attack On Titan" and snuggling while they still could. "G-Gon, it hurts." Killua said. "Where does it hurt? Should I get the nurse." Gon started to run off to get the nurse but Killua grabbed his hand. "P-please don't go, please stay. Hold me please, I don't want you to leave." Killua said crying. It took a lot to make Killua cry, which meant this pain was hurting him too much. Gon sat back down and picked his fragile lover up and placed him in his arms. "I'll never leave you Kil, you are the best thing that's ever happened to me and I'm glad we did the hunter exam together." Gon said, tears falling down his cheeks. "No matter how sick I got you stayed, with me and for me. I'm glad I met you. I knew none of the medicine would work in my favor but I was wrong. One did. You. You helped the most. One day I will dance with you at our secret spot again, cancer free and pain free. We will both be happy again. I'll be able to laugh with you and play with you again. Thank you for staying. Thank you for meeting me. Thank you for being my first and favorite friend." Killua said. He couldn't contain his tears anymore. Then, they shared one last kiss and one last hug. "Thank you, for being my light" Killua said as he began to close his eyes. He was smiling. "Forever and always, I love you Killua. Gon held onto Killua tight. He didn't want to let go but then....the worst sound he has ever heard in his life came. Killua had flatlined. The nurses came in running but they were too late, The love of Gon's life was gone. "Rest well, my love. I'll see you again. One day." Goodnight to the love of Gon's life.