Secrets

Five

It's yo girl coi...I'm sexy I know I have a girl her name is india she bad asf we been dating for two years and I haven't told anybody I just don't have the guts to tell everybody I'm bisexual.

India-Babe. She said I looked from the couch she walked in

Coi-I'm in the living room. I said she looked and walked to me she sat on my lap and snuggled up agaisnt me I wrapped my arms around her

Coi-Whats the matter? I asked rubbing on her slowly

India-Coi we have to break up. She said that's when my heart broke into pieces

Coi-Wait what? I sat up she looked at me

India-I love you coi I love you a lot but I'm sick. She softly spoke to me

Coi-Your sick. I just looked at her

India-I have cancer coi. She said as tears was falling out her eye I watched her take her hair off and her hair was short like she was loosing hair

India-Doctors only give me two more months left but they feel like I'm getting worse so it may be shorter. She softly spoke I saw her coughing I didn't know how to react

Coi-No your lying. I said to her

India-Whh would I lie to you coi about something like this! She exclaimed I had so much tears coming down she wiped them

Coi-No no no. I just started to cry I pulled her on my arms I hold her so tightly
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Coi-Okay so if you had to would you. I asked eating my ice cream india giggled playing with her spoon

India-No I don't think so. She said I smiled

Coi-why would you try to leave me when your sick? I asked her

India-Well i wasn't planning on to tell you that I was sick but you were just...I couldn't lie to you Britney. She said to me calling me my real name

India-I didn't want to be with you and you are depressed because I die or i dont know I just don't want you hurt. She softly spoke

Coi-But you were going to hurt me if you left india...just as much as if you died. I said to her

Coi-Can't the doctors do anything? I asked

India-No I've been through a lot of machines and medicines it's not working it's just my time to go coi and I've learned that now it's your turn to understand it's. she said to me

Coi-But your so young and only been in my world for two years. I said to her

India-Coi it's for the best anyways your scared to come out. She said to me

Coi-Well if your leaving me I want to be with you every minute into you leave. I softly spoke to her she rubbed my cheek

India-Okay. She softly spoke I rubbed my lips agaisnt hers she rubbed on my back as I slowly hoovered on top of her I kissed her she kissed me deeply I kissed her I kissed on her neck I picked her up as we kissed and kissed walking us upstairs to our room I shut the door.

Y'all know what happened
I smiled as india was snuggled up agaisnt me with her head on my chest

Coi-Your goofy. I smiled she giggled my phone was ringing I grabbed it looking it was essence I answered it

Coi-Hey. I said sitting up

Essence-Ari been distant. She said

Coi-Shes been going through it. I said

Essence-Have an idea why? She asked I sucked on my lip

Coi-um ari didn't tell you this because she didn't know how you would react but ari had a 20 year old boyfriend...last week he got into some trouble and he died. I softly spoke to essence it was quiet I heard the phone beep beep beep I sighed deeply setting the phone on the nightstand

India-Just give her time. She softly spoke she kissing on my neck I looked at india we kissed I rubbed on her slowly

Next day
I laughed as I was sitting with the boys Michael picked me up I squealed

Coi-Michael put me down. I said to him he chuckled putting me down we looked at eachother he had his hands in my hands

This guy never gives up

Michael-When are you ever going to gimme a change huh? He asked I was currently over his house I always chill with him and the boys playing video games on fridays

August-If y'all kiss I'm throwing something at y'all two. He said I smiled

Coi-Michael I told you i dont want a relationship. I said to him

Michael-Really your phone tells me something different. He said to me I looked it was ringing saying bae I sighed softly

Michael-Thought we were cool all you had to say was mike we can't date I'm dating somebody else why was that so hard? He asked

Coi-Because I didn't know how to tell you. I said to him

Trey-August let's let them talk. He said I watched them walk out the house

Michael-You didn't know how to tell me you were seeing somebody. He said

Coi-It's not easy for you to tell you that I have a girlfriend. I said to him oh shit that slipped out he raised an eyebrow my phone was ringing again it was from her

Coi-I mean boyfriend...I said to him

Michael-Coi. He started

Coi-I have to go. I said to him I grabbed my phone running off her called my name I ran out his house
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I walked in the house india slapped me

India-I've been calling your phone all day! She yelled at me she had tears falling

Coi-India I'm sorry baby what happened? I asked her

India-Nothing! She screamed at me my ears popped she stormed up the stairs slamming the door I shut the door setting the keys on the wall I walked upstairs opening the door india was crying in the pillow I shut the door the bathroom door was open I walked in the bathroom I seen blood on the floor I froze I stepped back and I looked at india she had blood stain on her mouth I slowly got on the bed I sat next to her I pulled her on my lap she snuggled up agaisnt me I hold her so tightly and I rubbed on her

India-I was scared. She cried

Coi-I'm here now, I'm sorry I should of stayed home with you. I whispered

Fuck.