"I might have not noticed you at first; but now when I see you. Oh! Why do I see my whole world?"
-Eden_Butterfly
DEXTER POV:
What the...?
Did she just tell me she doesn't trust me anymore?
How could she?
And why does it feel like someone just pierced a spear through my heart.
I know it's beating in my chest. But why do I feel suffocate suddenly?I was just outside the cafe's window thinking about visiting Celina after yesterday when I told her Jess might think of her as a sister.
Honestly that guys likes her a lot. A lot more than I could've ever comprehend.
I never thought jess was so deep into Celina unless I saw a look of dejection in his eyes when I my hands were in hers.For me it was nothing special. I hold hands of the girls all the time. But I did feel something different. Something which I had never ever felt with a girl.
ALIVE AND FREE.Maybe jess feels that too and hence he is also not backing up.
But when I saw him holding hands and saying her something so intensely I felt this sudden urge to just punch him on his face.
How dare he touch her?I mean Celina is not mine. NOT YET.
but still with the intensity with which he was saying something to her i feared that I might have already lost her. And my fear became real when without thinking I said bad things about my one and only best friend Jess in the sheer moment of jealousy.He might think I am with him for some reason or because I love his money and fame but no. If I don't show him that he is the one closest to me after my parents separated it would not be wrong. I do love that guy like I love my little brother PAx. Well more than Pax. But I know he would never really understand me. And I don't want to make him understand either.
So when Celina told me she doesn't trust me anymore. Something in me broke. It hurts like a pig but I know I did bring that thing upon me.
But celina I won't give up on you. Not YET.CELINA POV:
I stood in the corner for a few minutes pondering on what I said.
Do I feel guilt or regret? Hell NO.
Do I feel happy and free? HELL YES!.I finally told him what I actually felt. Didn't hide it Didn't cry and didn't beg him. I still like him. He is my first crush. But I am not liking his behavior since few days.
First he rejected me hurt me and suddenly came out forcefully when jess started giving me some attention.
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