SUGAR (bxb)

19. Like a Virgin (Ave)

   [xxx - mature content warning]

[Please, note that this is very explicit, so approach with caution. If you don't like this type of scenes, skip the chapter ant it will not affect the plot.]

  I kiss his lips and smile. 

   I've heard the words 'yes', 'please', 'I want you' and even 'I love you' in my bedroom so many times. And yet, they sound as if they reach my ears for the first time now. 

   I feel like a virgin, not because I've never had sex, but because it has never meant so much to me.

   I wonder what is so different about Casey. 

   He's cute, and beautiful, and his laughter pours like a thick stream of sweet honey which I can almost taste. 

   But I've had others who also possessed these qualities and they'd never touched my heart.

   Can infatuation be explained? Is it worth trying at all? 

   I can only say that it's scary because the more you want someone, the more you fear losing him.

   I watch every expression on his face while I put a condom, take the bottle of lube and pour generous quantity on myself. He's only watching me in amazement. 

   His eyes stare into mine while I gently lift his beautiful thighs on my shoulders. I bring my face close to his and kiss his soft lips.

   "Say my name, babe," I ask because I need it. I need to know that he feels me, that this feeling will be associated only with me in his head.

   "Ave," he breaths out and I push in, only a little. He yelps and grabs my forearms but does not close his eyes and keeps them on mine.

   "Shhh, relax, I'll go very slowly," I soothe him, afraid that I'm causing him pain.

   "It doesn't hurt," he mewls. "I just need more."

   I push again and am half way in. It's scorching hot inside him. The velvety softness, engulfing me is heavenly. I can feel that I won't last long.

   "More", he screams and with one last push I'm all the way in. His breathing is crazy. Tears stream down his cheeks.

   "Babe, does it hurt?" I ask remorsefully.

   "No," he whimpers. "It's just so much. I... I feel things that... Ave... I didn't know that it can feel like that."

   Oh, sweet bunny!

   I smile and wipe his tears.

   With a hand on his back, I lift us both to sitting position with him, straddling me.

   "I'll let you move on your own," I tell him. I don't want to hurt him by being too aggressive, so I'll let him pick his own pace.

   I barely hold on, but I can do it for him. He needs to become braver with me and embrace the truth that I'm actually his.

   "Ave, I can't. I've never done it," he shyly mumbles.

   "Yes, you can, bunny. Just grab my shoulders and move the way that makes you feel best."

   He's hesitant at first, barely moving, but then starts slowly bouncing on me, gaining more speed.

   I'm ready to die. Or, maybe, I'm already dead and have been really good while living, cause this can be nothing else but heaven.

   His tight, hot flesh, squeezing me more and more, takes the air out of my lungs and all my sanity with it.

   Casey becomes braver. He finds the exact rhythm and angle that pleases him and, the moment my penis hits on the sweet spot inside him, he arches his back with a loud moan. I have to grab his waist to prevent him from falling back.

   "That's right babe, you're doing so good," I encourage him breathlessly on the verge of screaming myself. 

   This is more than I've ever imagined. 

   He's rolling his hips on me in a gracious dance, his whimpers filling the room. His eyes are closed, bottom lip, bitten between his teeth, lustful expression on his face. He's moving faster and faster.

   I can't breathe, or think, or stop the loud moans that come out of me. I'm drowning in this burning, melted sugar that engulfs me, erasing any other thought from my mind.

   I savor the bliss of being inside his trembling hotness, hearing the heavenly sounds that pour out of his parted lips, touching his skin, kissing him.

   I'm so in love with this exquisite, ethereal mix of beauty, shyness and dare that he is.

   "Averyyyy, " Casey screams and throws his head back, shaking as if hit by an electric shock.

   His tender flesh around me clenches so tightly that I yelp and spout like a headspring inside of him.

   The orgasm swipes us both with such force that we cling to each other for dear life, trembling at the endless waves of pleasure that engulf us.

   They tear us to pieces but we're together, skin to skin, lips on lips, my hands squeezing him as close as possible, his teeth, sinking deep in my shoulder.

   We're a ball of light, pulsating, burning and beautiful like something out of this world.

   When the last waves of pleasure subside, we fall on the bed in each other's arms, almost unable to breathe.

   We lie like this till our breaths calm down and I slowly glide out of him. He whimpers quietly and watches me while I remove the condom. I lie back, cuddling him comfortably in my arms and kiss his forehead. He's still warm and shaky.

   "How was that for you, bunny?" I ask, not because I doubt that it was amazing for both of us, but simply because I miss his voice and want to hear it.

   "Absolutely perfect," he barely whispers and in few minutes is fast asleep on my chest.

   I watch him, gently stroking his messy blond curls, soaking into his sweet scent all over me. His soft snorts are cute and make my heart swell.

   I still feel his heat around me. The taste of his lips still lingers on my tongue.

   He's perfect.

   So, perfect that I don't want to be without him in my arms ever again.

   I gaze at the boy, peacefully sleeping in my arms and it hits me like a summer storm.

   I love him!

   Deeply, madly, irrevocably.

   Now, I only have to figure out how to tell him.

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A/N

Hello everyone who made it to the end of Chapter 19.

Thank you so much for reading and supporting! ❤

These were some damn hot chapters 🔥🔥🔥

I apologize for any nose bleeding that may have occurred 😇

So, Avery is madly in love. 💕💕💕

What about Casey? 

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Love: Anny