You Chose Me .

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I want her.

She comes here every day. She searches and searches to find something to read all the time.

I've been observing her for the longest. She has smooth skin and soft lips. When they're dry she licks them so softly. I love how focused she becomes once she chooses one. Their are so many options sometimes she has trouble. I see her search through her favorite topics just to find one .

She likes to read. Only certain ones tho- she's sorta picky. Not surprised to say she reads inappropriate ones sometimes, she seems to enjoy those scenes. She's so different yet the same all at once.

I wonder if she see sees me staring at her. She giggles to herself sometimes. She tends to ignore some of my friends when they are right in her face. Nothing beats her her confidence though. Sometimes it seems that she has none. But at night, she is always looking int he mirror admiring herself, I know it. And when she puts on makeup to her liking, nothing can stop her.

She changes her hair frequently. sometimes its up, sometimes its frizzy. I need to escape these thoughts somehow. I need to release, do my exercises.

You are here and alive Acyuta.

You are here and alive Acyuta.

You are here and alive Acyuta.

You are here Acyuta.

You are alive Acyuta.

Nothing works.

I cant keep lying to myself.

I want her.

I need her