Our Twisted Love

Where Are You?

Ethan P.O.V

"He's never been this late before Cam, I'm starting to get worried." I say for the seventh time in the last twenty minutes.

"Something's wrong...Something's wrong...Something's wrong..Something's wrong...."

That annoying voice in my head keeps repeating, and the feeling that something is wrong won't go away.

"Maybe he's out of town again." Carrissa says, but I can hear the doubt in her voice.

"He would of told us Cam, and you know it." I say, a little hostility clear in my voice.

"I'm just trying to make sense of the situation Ethan, damn. Give me a break." She says getting up from her seat next to me on the solid ground. She wipes the dirt from her butt and thighs, grabs her black shoulder bag, and begins walking away.

"Where are you going!" I yell after her.

"Why the fuck would you care, asshole!"She turns around and yells, throwing both middle fingers in the air. I roll my eyes at her. I didn't mean to get smart with her, I just... I know something's wrong... I can feel it. I watch her walk into the bathroom , then turn my head back to the Taylor house, looking for any sign of Ray. Ray Taylor owns this park Taylor Trees. Cam and I have been sleeping here for a few years. This is really the only home we have and know. About five years ago Cam and I were running from some drunk asshole trying to hurt us, we hid inside the tunnels at the playground. When morning came Ray was sitting there watching us. He wouldn't stop staring, I got worried that he was there to hurt us too, but he handed over two black shoulder bags and two brown lunch bags.
"This one is for you, and this one's for the young lady, I'm pretty sure the clothes will fit, and I make a mean PB & J if I do say so myself..." He chuckled. "...You both stay safe out here, you can stay on the property, but, just don't let the Misses or my son and his friend catch you okay, we live over there.... the Taylor estate ...stay safe, I gotta go now I'll see y'all tonight, meet me right over there at that oak tree okay? See ya son."

That's the first thing he said to me, then he got up and left, I woke Carrissa up and feed her the sandwich and chips while devouring my own. He gave us each a bottle of water that only lasted a matter of seconds. Then we got up and went to the bathroom and changed, and of course the clothes were perfect, tight black skinny jeans for me, tight black skinny jeans for Cam, a loose fitting black skull shirt for me, and a tight ripped black shirt for Cam, she was in love with the idea that we finally had a savior. I was too, things were finally looking up.

At least I thought so....but where is our savior now, we haven't seen him in three weeks, and our hope is slowly slipping away..

I stare at the house and begin whispering to myself.
" Come on Ray, where are you?"

"You know talking to yourself isn't really a good sign right?" Carrissa says from behind me, I yelp in surprise from hearing her voice.

"Fuck Cam! Don't do that, god I could of had a heart attack!" I yell at her, my heart still racing.

"Well to bad you didn't asshole!" She snaps at me.

"Cam, stop being mean, your starting to hurt my feelings." I tell her, putting on my best sad face.

"Fuck your feelings Ethan, and stop calling me Cam, I'm mad at you!" She pouts. She loves that I call her Cam, I've been calling her the nickname since we met.

"Please don't be mad at me, I'm sorry I got smart with you, I just don't feel right about this, but please, please Carrissa, please don't be mad at me." I plead with her.