little did he know

2.

Delirious pov

I was in the kitchen making some lunch when I thought back to what evan and the guys said earlier. Maybe it was a good idea to go and finally spend some time with them. I have known them for years, and it seems like a crime to not show up.

I sighed to myself as I put my food down. I stared into my bowl filled with piping hit noodles. Lost in thought, I didnt notice when my phone made a ping. I slowly reached into my pocket and turned on my screen. My notification told that luke sent 5 messages. I sighed knowing what he was going to say.

L- cartoonz aka luke
N- delirious aka Jonathan

TEXT

L- jhon

L- jhon

L- jhonny

L- del, buddy

L- dude, are u sleeping during the day again😑

J- naw man I'm here I was just thinking about something

L- about the trip to evans I'm guessing ??

My cheeks suddenly began to grow hot. Yea I might have little crush on evan so what, luke doesnt know, but it's been hard hiding it from him. He usually reads me like a book.

J- yea

L- yea that's what I was here to ask

J- ask??

L- del I really think it would be great if u were to come

J- and y is that?

L- just hear me out okay??

J- well I'm about to eat and im hungry so u better make this good u have two minutes to talk, go

L- mkay thanks

L- so I know that you dont like to show your face but you r already friends with the guys

L-  showing your face wont make things different between you and them

I looked up to think about what he said. Besides ohm nogla, and moo, luke is the only person who knows why I dont show my face. In highschool I was a great student that got great grades. I never put any time in for myself and only made time for work. Doing so, that made me tired constantly. I had pale skin from staying inside for too long, I had dark bags under my eyes from staying up and studying, I basically had a resting bitch face. Everybody avoided me thinking I was just the nerdy emo kid.

I also had no friends so that made insolating myself even easier. That's when out of the blue my sister brought her boyfriend for dinner. Which was luke; him and I hit it off pretty well talking about our likes and dislikes and the things we had in common. Him and me became good friends and that's when he showed me the fun side in life.

I put work aside and focused on me. Obviously I kept my grades up, but i had my mental and physical health in check.

That instantly made a hard impact in my life and I immediately began to become my old self. The always smiling and laughing me. My sister and him broke up soon after, but it wasnt a fight or anything it was because they decided they were better off friends cause any physical or emotional loving touch to eachouther was awkward and normal.

My sister soon came out as lesbian and she never experienced love before. So she thought her relationship with luke was passionate,  but she only loved him as a brother,and he loved her like a sister. Were all still close friends tho.

People judged me for my looks and even if I'm doing better now, I dont want some of my closest, greatest friends to do the same thing.

L- if you truly consider them as friends then show them you do