teenage dreams

part 2 - birthday shock

21st june 18 - my 22nd  birthday.

22.today is my birthday, i woke up around 8:30am to sam opening my door with a big birthday balloon and a tray of breakfast.
"what did i do to deserve you eh?" i chuckled to him as a tried grabbing the tray and the balloon.

"well i could name quite a few things if you REALLY want to know"  he chuckled back, "happy birthday liv, you doing her proud" his voice more calm and quiet now. he knew straight away what i was thinking about. i do it every year my mind wonders to places it shouldn't on my birthday. the room went silent as i gave him a small smile, he sat down next to me and held me in a tight embrace. at this point i just let my mind wonder.

"i'm okay, i'm okay" i shot sam a reassuring smile as i took a big bite out of my perfectly golden toast that he made me. we sat and spoke for about half an hour after breakfast until i decided to get up and get on with my birthday celebrations.

// 3 hours later//

it's around midday before we ventured off into the busy city of London. first stop: Nando's. me and sam find the closest Nando's to us and book a table. we arrived about 10 minutes later and sit down to order. there was a loud table of i presumed to be boys around the wall corner so i couldn't see who it was but whoever it was made a hell of a lot of noise for sure, and i don't think i was the only one who had realised it. the laugh sounded familiar but i couldn't get my head around who it was so i ignored it.

about half an hour later we left Nando's to a large crowd outside. it took me by surprise, i don't think i'd ever been surrounded by so many people leaving Nando's before. i glanced behind me before walking out and my heart nearly dropped out of my chest instantly. harry. HARRY MOTHERFING LEWIS. i stared at him in shock unaware of my surroundings or the fact that sam had walked off, he ran over to me asking me what's wrong.

"liv what's wrong? you look like you've just seen a ghost!". i wish i had. but no i had just seen the boy i've been in uncontrollable love with since i was 14. i hinted towards the cash register inside nando's and sams facial expression changed just much as mine did.
"is that the sidemen?! hold up, IS THAT HARRY FUCKING LEWIS. the same harry you've been obsessed over since as long as i can remember!"

"shush!" i exclaimed "keep your voice down please! he won't remember me but if he hears me fangirling over him he will think i'm weird!"

"liv please your acting as if he has the hearing of a vampire! just go talk to him he might remember you"

"as if!" i walked away as embarrassment rushed through my head at the thought of even approaching him but before i could finish my daydream, harry, jj, ethan, simon,josh  , vik and tobi all came through the door and were met with fans galore. me as one of them except i was about 7 years older i'd say and i wasn't asking for a pic i just stood away further enough to not look suspicious but close enough to see that gorgeous face of the man i aspired to marry one day. i looked over at harry as he took pictures with some fans, i soaked up every aspect i could. god he looked so good i smiled at the thought of him. i managed to snap a quick pic of him before he walked away, but before he did , our eyes locked. i didn't know what to do i couldn't look away it's like they were froze. he continued to stare at me, with his beautiful blue eyes, observing me just as i did to him before, he gave me a brief smile before he walked the opposite way with the boys. i looked at sam, my heart was doing somersaults but i played it off cool.

"girlll i know your going crazy on the inside" he joked as he nudged me in the arm i smiled at him and walked off into the other direction as sam wrapped his arm around me, i was hoping to bump into him again throughout the day, what a great birthday.