Every passing day the wedding draws near and the pain in my heart increases. The wedding is tomorrow and the pain in my heart became unbearable. My love for Jimin is indescribable, my heart only beats for him.
I sat on the edge of my bed with my head in my hands, I turned to look at the time. 2:32 am.
I sighed as I run my fingers through my hair, as my thoughts were all over the place. I got up and walked to the door, I opened it and peaked my head outside, the hallway was pitch black and silent. I quietly walked down the hallway and stopped in front of Jimin's door.I took a deep breath and took all the courage to pull the handle and open the door and go inside. I closed the door behind me, locking it. I saw Jimin sat at the edge of the bed, his head was in his hand, he looked to be in deep thought, his hair was messy due to probably continuously running his fingers through it.
He had black circles under his eyes showing his lack of sleep, but he still looked so beautiful. He was wearing black trousers and a white shirt that was tight on his stomach, showcasing his gorgeous bodily features. Jimin looked very distraught and he turned to look at me."Princess, what are you doing awake?" He asked, confused.
"I wanted to see you." I answered as I smiled at him.
"How did you know I was awake?" He questioned as he got up from his bed and walked towards me, with every step closer he took, my heart beat increased. "I know you, Jimin." I responded as I looked at him in the eyes. He kept looking at me, like he was contemplating something. He sighed and shook his head and moved his gaze to the ground.
"You should get some sleep princess, your wedding is tomorrow." Jimin said in defeat as he took a deep breath.
"Jimin, please..." I felt my voice crack as I tried to reach out and touch him.
"We can't keep doing this Y/N, you're a princess, it is your duty to rule this land and my only duty is to protect you." His voice was full of despair, this is the first time in a long time that I finally saw some emotions.
"Jimin, for years I have listened to my father, did everything he expected me to do, I lost years of my life and happiness because of my 'duty', for once I want to do something for me, not for anyone else." I spoke up, truthfully. Jimin didn't say anything for a couple of seconds, he ran his fingers through his hair in frustration.
"Jimin, don't you know how much it hurts me when you pretend all the memories we created didn't happen? When you give me a blank face, and not the cutest eye smile you use to give me? I miss that smile...my heart breaks when you act like it doesn't affect you, like it doesn't matter...like I don't matter." I looked at him in anger.
"You think this doesn't affect me?" Jimin's eyes were filled with rage and disappointment.
"Jimin, do you love me or not? If you don't, then I will walk out that door and never bother you again." I pointed to the door while staring at him teary eyed and he sighed in defeat.
"Y/N, you don't know how much it hurts to see you with someone else that isn't me, seeing you physically be closer to someone that isn't me, seeing you marry someone who isn't me. I love you so much, Y/N, it hurts me so much that I can't be with you." Jimin admitted as he caressed my cheeks and looked at me with sadness in his eyes.
"All I want to do is hold you like this, all I want to do is tell you how much I love you while planting kisses all over your face and you giggling so beautifully, all I want to do is cuddle with you all day in bed while I bury my face in your neck and inhaling your scent, all I want is for you to be mine." Jimin rested his forehead against mine and I smiled widely at his confession, this was the happiest I had ever been in my entire life.
I smashed my lips on his and he responded straight away in desperation. We put all our emotions and love into this kiss. I smiled against his lips and wrapped my arms around his neck while his hands were secured tightly around my waist.
We slowly pulled away and rested our foreheads against each other's as we tried to catch our breaths. I traced my thumb over his pink plumped lips and Jimin's lips curled into the smile I missed so much.
He took my hands and planted soft kisses on them then pulled me into his embrace, tears threatened to spill because of how happy I was.
"Jimin, run away with me...please." I pleaded as I pulled away from his embrace, staring at him as hoped filled my eyes.
"Y/N I-"
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"Then what happened mummy?" Kiona's curious doe eyes were looking up at me.
"What do you think happened angel?" I asked as I raised an eyebrow at her.
"I hope the princess and her bodyguard lover ran away together and lived happily ever after." Kiona answered excitedly.
"If you say so, then that was what happened my little angel." I cooed as I pecked her on the forehead.
"I'm home!" A voice shouted from behind.
"Daddy!" Kiona screamed in excitement as she ran up to her father, he took her straight into his arms and gave her a kiss on the cheek.
"What has my princess been up to today?" He asked as his eyes sparkled with joy to see his daughter.
"Mummy told me a story about a princess and her bodyguard but mummy didn't get to finish it yet." Kiona pouted as she made her father and I chuckle at her cuteness.
"Did she now?" Her father questioned as he gave me a smirk, I felt my cheeks burning up and I moved my gaze to Kiona, even after many years he still had the same effect on me.
"I hope they are together and happy daddy." Kiona stated as hope fills her voice and gave us the cutest eye smile that she got from her father.
Her father and I looked at eachother knowingly then looked back at our daughter.
"I'm sure they are very happy together angel." I replied as I held her fathers hand in mine.
"Now go and wash your hands, dinner will be ready soon." I squeezed her cheeks and her father put her down, Kiona nodded and ran upstairs. I chuckled at her cuteness and looked at her father.
"So the princess and the bodyguard?" He grinned.
"Oh shush" I rolled my eyes playfully as I slapped his arm, he pouted, which made me giggle.
"I love you, my princess." He spoke and looked at me lovingly in the eyes, I wrapped my arms around his neck and his hands were wrapped around my waist and I replied:
"I love you too, my Bodyguard"
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Bodyguard | Park Jimin
Fanfiction[Short story] "I'm inlove with you Park Jimin!" I shouted while tears were pouring out of my eyes. Jimin froze in his steps and turned to look at me with wide eyes. My eyes sparkled with hope that he gave me some type of emotion. I quickly walked up...