From Sidekick To Bigshot

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 Chapter 611: Confession (1)

Today is the last day of the one-month period.

　　 Zhai Yunsheng asked about the news from the school and confirmed from there that Jian Yiling's itinerary was only scheduled for one month.

　　 And Zhai Yunsheng also confirmed from Jian Yiling's university abroad that she has already started to arrange new jobs for her there.

　　 This must have been approved by Jian Yiling himself.

　　All kinds of information have been revealed, and Jian Yiling will leave after the one-month period expires.

　　 Zhai Yunsheng returned home at night and found no one at home.

　　 It was empty and completely dark.

　　 And on the dining room table is a one-month personal doctor agreement signed by Jian Yiling and his grandfather.

What does it mean?

　　 was telling him that her one-month contract expired, so is she leaving now?

　　 Zhai Yunsheng closed his eyes.

　　 He said that if he can't keep her, he won't force her to stay.

　　 is the choice of fate.

　　 Zhai Yunsheng sat on the sofa in the living room.

　　 Quiet and lonely.

　　 His world has recovered to be so quiet again.

　　 In my mind, the scene in childhood came out again.

　　 He stood in a pool of blood, and in front of him was his father, who had died.

　　 He cried and yelled at first.

　　 Later, I didn't have the strength to cry, and gradually became quiet and numb.

　　 Later, he didn't know how long he stayed in that quiet environment, feeling that the whole world was only himself and death.

　　 At that time, he thought, why was the person who died was not him.

　　He is the one who shouldn't live in the world.

　　 His father can live well without him.

　　 But he just survived, not knowing why.

　　 And his father, left this world forever.

　　 He could see the caution of people around him.

　　 I can see the pain and sadness of Grandpa.

　　 I can see the guilt and self-blame of my second uncle.

　　 The only thing I can't see is the possibility and meaning of living.

　　 My heart hurts a bit, but it is also very real.

　　 He actually understands that he is not qualified to have noise and emotion.

　　 Only this deserted loneliness is suitable for him.

　　 "Pop--" The light switch buzzed.

　　 The light in the room is on.

　　 Jian Yiling came out of the room and looked at Zhai Yunsheng sitting on the sofa in the living room.

　　 He only turned on the lights in the hallway when he came back, and the living room was dim.