"Hey Amy.. uhh the hockey team is going to the rink tonight to celebrate getting first at districts and I was uhh.. Wondering if you could come?" Shawn, one of my best friends, says walking up to the girls table looking down at his feet not wanting to be embarrassed by the other girls.
My "Friends" give me a look. They honestly don't like him and it makes me mad. The only other person that likes him is Ciel, my other best friend. She gives me the look saying 'GO' considering she knows I may have a teeny eenie little crush on him.
I smile sweetly at him "I would love to go shawn" as these words leave my mouth a big smile shoots across his face, his eyes lighting up. I studied his face admiring him, the big smile plastered to him not going away. "can you bring my ice skates to the rink since they're at your house?" i ask as i hear lisa and peggy whispering and snickering in the background. "could you come up to the house? Mom hasn't seen you in a while and I know she would love to." he rubs the back of his neck, gives me his classic billion dollar smile, looking down at his shoes again his cheeks a rosey red color. 'I make him happy don't i? He makes me happy!' I think to myself smiling thinking of what it would be like if we were together.
"Yeah i bet she would like that" I say nodding my head, giving him a warm smile. I looked up to see his big honey colored eyes shining brightly, a smile bigger than before across his face, his cheeks now a crimson color, we just stared at each other for a second until his friend Matt called him back to the table, snapping both of us into reality.
He gives me a smile after saying "see you after school then shortie" "hey i'm not that much shorter than you!" I call after him, even through the loud noises of the lunchroom I can still hear his chuckle loud and clear. He gives me one more glance before walking back to his table and Matthew gives him the 'yuhh get into itttt' look making me laugh, he's always thought we would make a good couple.
"Amy!" ciel exclaims "what?!" I look at her and she gives me a look. "I think he likes youuuu!"
"Even if he did, I know someone better," Lisa and Peggy pipe up in a snotty voice. "Lisa! Knock it off, i'm not going to date your brother that ended a long time ago! He had his chance and he blew it. And I don't like him period I like shawn" I exclaimed, rather loudly. Walking out of the lunch room frustrated, as I got to my locker, realization hit me.... I. Just. admitted. to the whole lunchroom. That. I Like Shawn Mendes. Groaning once again in frustration I slam my locker door after getting my stuff for my next class.
Setting my book and my calculator on the table that i've sat at for the past 6 weeks, hopefully i can move tables so i don't have to sit with Stephanie anymore. Sighing is whispering to myself looking down at my feet"I shouldn't have said that I just embarrassed myself."
"Why should you be embarrassed?" an all too familiar voice says. I whip my head around to see shawn in the doorway. "His curls falling in his face, his honey colored eyes and his smile define his cheeks once a rosey red again. "Well I, I just admitted that I liked you to the whole school!" I exclaim , looking down, embarrassment consuming me, wrapping all around me like a cobra wraps around its prey sucking the life out of it.
I keep my head down, not daring to look up at the boy I have liked for years. ' I mean i had to tell him sooner or later! so i guess this is for the best.. But what if he doesn't like me back? I wouldn't want to ruin our friendship, I don't know what I would do without him.' i think to myself frowning at the thought of if me and him lost our friendship because of a stupid crush.
"Amy!" he exclaims, snapping me into reality, "hmm" I hum still not wanting to look at the 6 '2 boy who's now suddenly standing right in front of me, as i see his shoes 'hey those are the ones i got him for christmas.
