~Lexie's P.O.V~
I couldn't stop rereading the text. It felt like everything went blank. Like if the world stopped. I snapped out of it and unlocked, and opened the door. Louis was sitting in front of the door.
"He-here." I said as I gave him his phone.
"Finally! Thanks!" He said as he got up. "You ok? You look pale? Like if you saw a ghost or something?"
"Me, wh-what? No i'm perfect! ya know? Like top... Shape?" I said doing a thumbs up.
"Riiiiiighht" Louis said slowly.
He then went back to sit on the couche. I made my way too the back of the bus. I passed by the bunks where there was 3 on each side. I guess at that moment we hit a bump cause I lost my balance and my head smashed into something hard. At that moment I felt dizzy and I let myself fall. I didn't feel the floor though.
"Be careful you!" Somebody said.
"Uh? Oh ya, sorry." I said rubbing my head.
"Why are you apologizing?" He asked.
"I-I don't know." I said as I got out of the persons arms.
I turned too see who it was and it was Zayn. I think this is the closest I got too him, since I met him.
"Anyways, why were you behind me?" I asked.
"Oh I was in the kitchen grabbing a water bottle... See? And you came out of the bathroom about 5 seconds before I left the kitchen, so I ended up behind you." He explained.
"Oh well thanks..." I said rubbing my head.
"No problem." He said as he climbed on a top bunk.
I walk to the end of the bus and came in the video game room. Niall was playing some sort of killing game. I think he was loosing cause his vocabulary wasn't very nice, if you know what I mean.
"You little cun.... Hey Lexie" He said as I sat next too him.
"Hey" I simply said.
I was still rubbing my head when Niall paused the game.
"You ok?" he asked.
"I guess.. Why?" I asked back.
"Because you have a bump on your head and you hand is cut." He pointed out. "Care too explain?"
"Am... The bump was when I was coming here well I was walking threw the bunks and I guess we hit a bump cause I hit my head and fell..." I started but Niall interrupted me.
"Oh my gosh are ok?" He asked shocked.
"Ya Zayn caught me before I fell though." I said
"And the cut?" he asked.
I didn't want too explain! But I guess I kinda have too.
"the cut happened when, I guess Harry saw the blade my hand and he asked me too give it too him, I said "no" and he asked "why" and at that moment I squeezed the blade and after a couple seconds I screamed "Ow" and threw the blade on the floor. Harry got me a rag for my hand but he took my blade." I explained.
"I was wondering what the "Ow" I heard before was." He said smirking.
I laughed a little. I was passing my finger on the cut.
"Ha-Harry took you blade?" Niall asked.
I nodded my head.
"Good.." He mumbled.
"What was that?" I asked.
"No-nothing!" He said quickly.
"No... You said "good"! Do you have any idea how hard it is too stop cutting? You think by just taking my blade away i'll stop? Well your fare from that! I have my ways Niall and nobody can change them but me! And by taking my blade away it just makes it worst because I wanna do it even more!" I snapped at him.
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Never Saw It Coming (Complete)
FanfictionLexie Sweak is a 18year old girl, who was never lucky, and has a hard life. Shes anorexic, suicidal, bullied. She never saw it coming when her uncle is Paul... Not any Paul, but the famous Paul from One Direction. She has to go live with him. Will...