His Blind Eyes

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Hyunjaeh's pov

i totally forgot to tell Juyeon about Yooha. i really did. well atleast people made me forgot about it. i was glad that I'm enjoying my life while I'm still alive. i never knew i could still walk without Juyeon by my side.

we were now in the park of the city, laughing. it was already evening and nobody left and the energy was still there.

I can't believe I'm literally going to change the mood, im scared.

"hey guys..." i broke the silence while looking down. they know about my condition but there's still something they don't.

"i- uh... we all know about my heart condition right?" they all nodded. i could really feel the atmosphere getting serious.

"it got worse to the point the doctors can't do anything about it...."i tried not to let a tear drop, looking down as i avoided their gazes.

Hyunjae was the first one to give me a hug. he already knows about it.

"i think I don't have time in this world. I'm sorry.."

"shh you don't need to say sorry.." my tears fall on my cheeks, soft sniffs from me could be heard. i could hear Eric and Yooha letting out some soft sobs.

i hate hearing them cry. i hate it.

"i know it's too late to say this... i-i just want to spend the time left with you guys so i could rest.... peacefully."

"n-no you're not going anywhere Jaeh" Yooha pulls me for a hug.

"i will promise you will spend all the time with us.. i wanted to be with you, you were my first friend i ever had."

"you know, i will let Juyeon regret not staying by your side after he met his ex.."my brother told as Younghoon laughs between his sobs.

"o-oh i really forgot about him"

"LOOK SHE NOW FORGOT HIM!"

"well because I've been spending my time with you guys!"

"don't worry, you don't need him. we're here for you.."Younghoon told.

"i swear someone's getting more quiet here..."Eric teased and nudges Sunwoo's side making him flinch and shoot a glare to him.

"what?! can't you see I'm trying to process what Hyunjaeh just said?!"

"aweee go hug her!" Yooha pushes him to me. i really could feel my cheeks getting red when he gave me a hug.

the hug was super warm. it was more enjoyable. he was literally crying on my shoulder while i chuckle and pats his back.

"d-don't go anywhere Hyunjaeh..."he cried.

"i can't promise that... i don't know when is my life ending. it could be tomorrow"

"YAH! DON'T JOKE LIKE THAT!"

"NONNA WHAT?!"

"YAH LE HYUNJAEH DON'T!"

and we now end up having a huge group hug after i said that. i could feel my hoodie getting wet.