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Dear Diary,

i hate myself for being like this. i didn't just left Hyunjaeh there, alone. i didn't even know Sunwoo and her were dating. i just felt it- hurts me. I don't know what to do.

i was too attached to Jenna that i forgot Hyunjaeh's love exist ALL THIS TIME. I won't realize this all if Jenna didn't broke up with me, twice.

i know, i know I'm too dumb to know all of this stupid love they call. if i can describe them two, the real love was there at Hyunjaeh all this time. i was just too attached to Jenna- yes i love her but my love for Hyunjaeh has been always more taller than the Eiffel Tower.

yeah that's so stupid and too sudden, i know.

i felt like i wasn't even a good friend to her. I felt jealousy struck me. i couldn't help but to think of her everytime- no every second. her face makes me wanna take care of her so much.

I didn't even notice she was there all the time- she was there for me and my eyes were just shut and something prevents me to love her- it's Sunwoo. if only i opened and read her face, her movements and my opinion about her. i should've known it early.

but she's happy now, with Sunwoo.

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i hope there's no error there, have a great weekend guys!!

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