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Dear Diary,

11.25.20

What a bittersweet love I've been feeling. i was hurting and i just knew it. what a stupid heart and blind eyes i have.

i should've known this well. but i always, was, getting high hopes. high hopes that he would love me back. but it never came, and i was too blind to know that.

he won't. he's doing fine with he lately. and i will do anything to make my life also happy, without him. ofcourse i can, i will try.

why would i? I'm already dying so what's the point?

i just hope he won't think about me and blame himself for not being a good friend. as if he would lmao. can't wait for my life to end so i could see their crying faces infront of my grave. i shouldn't be thinking like this-

i should give my friend the best life even I wasn't the girl. i wanted them to have good relationship. without me in their heads. i hope so.

Juyeon, let's be together in the our second life. even it will put me on something new and hard to me.

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