A true hero returns: A Historia x Male reader fan fiction

A reluctant hero returns

Historia POV:

I was in my room, depressed, saddened, left cold, alone, and lost after I lost my loved ones, Ymir and my lover Y/n, what he did in the moment when he jumped out of the wagon is a heroic sacrifice, I know he wanted revenge on Reiner but he was stopped by Armin, all he could do is just sacrifice himself, I was curled up in a ball, sobbing and crying harder, trying to faught back my tears but they still came out of my eyes, some landed on the floor while some are wiped, Ymir and Y/n are also my best friends, they were being so kind to me and mostly we made some moments that the three of us are happy, I felt like something is in my pocket, I then saw a letter from Y/n that Eren gave to me earlier, I then unfolled the full letter and started to read it

To my dear Historia or Christa,

I'm sorry I left you alone and make you sad and depressed about my death, I know you might be started to cry due to me that I left you behind, you might realize that I always knew that you always cared deeply for me and I always did the same, always remember that my heart belongs to you even I left you behind, and thank you for the memories that we made last time, it felt like I had a new family for me for some reason, I know that you might say that I'm acting like a big brother to you well that's not what I'm acting, I was in love with you just remember that I will always love you with my heart and soul, please don't do anything bad and take care of yourself, and be a happy girl always......

Your boyfriend,
Y/n

After reading that letter he gave to me, I still kept crying harder, this was not anxiety, this was depression that I had, I was lost, alone and cold, I then spoke to myself

Historia: Why? *sobs* *sobs* Why did you. *sniff* Why? *sobs* Why did you leave me Y/n? WHY?!?! *sobs harder* WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME Y/N?!?!

A knock was heard at my door and there was a voice, it was Armin

Armin: Historia.. Can.. Uhh. Can I come in?

Historia: Go away Armin!! Please stay away!!

Armin: Historia I'm trying to calm you down

Historia: NO! PLEASE GO AWAY ARMIN!!

Armin: Alright.. Sorry for uhh invading your privacy

He started to walk away aty door as I started to calm down slowly, I layed down in my bed and put on my blanket, my eyes felt heavy but not that so, memoirs came back from my mind

Memoir 1

Ymir: Christa.. Live a life that you can be proud of

Memoir 2

Y/n: Even death is the price... I swear... I'll protect you until the very end.. Christa....

Memoir end

It felt like these memoirs made myself happy when they were around

Historia: Guess I'll.. Take a little nap for a while....

My eyes felt heavy as I slowly dozed off into a sleep

After 30 minutes of nap

My eyes started to open slowly as I woke up from a good nap, I must've gotten a little warm from my blanket so I sit from my bed, thinking still about Y/n, A tear escaped in my eye as I was lonely again, a knock was heard at my door

Historia: Go away!! Please!!!

???: No Historia.. I won't go away..

Historia: Please!!! Stay away!!!

???: I won't, Historia...

Historia: Please just stay away! I want to be alone!!

???: No Historia

I looked away in sadness and the door was opened by a unknown person, I looked at him with full shock, he had a wings of freedom cloak and ODM gear, what was he? Is he a new recruit of the survey corps?

???: Hi Historia.... You missed me?

The unknown person stares at me for seconds and he started to lower his hood, my face is full with shock, that h/c hair...... Those e/c eyes....... It was.. Y/n.... Smiling at me

Y/n: Missed me? Because I missed you too

At first I was shocked to see him like this but my face is full of happiness with tears starting to fall on my face, I went to him and hugged him tight, he was surprised at first but returned the favor and he hugged me tight

Historia: YOU'RE *sobs* You're alive!!! Oh my god I thought I lost you Y/n!!!

After that I stare at him and spoke up

Historia: How...? *slaps Y/n* NEVER. LEAVE ME. AGAIN! OKAY?

Y/n: I won't.. I won't leave you behind again..

Chapter 1: End