Chapter 12

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No one understands it. Sehun's feelings towards Junmyeon got more intense and deeper that it was now too hard for him to escape. After that long intimate kiss they had shared together, Sehun and Junmyeon got closer to each other, showing affections and loves towards each other but don't confess and clears the situation that they are in. They were just engulfed in a meaningless relationship, which in fact doesn't exist between them.

Sehun wanted to ask and confess his feelings, but when he got to remember that he is a mafia, he couldn't bring himself to do it. He was afraid that Junmyeon might hate and despise him because of his criminal work, and also, Junmyeon might be involved in this mafia battle he was in.

Because he couldn't do it, it was Junmyeon who bravely asks him about it, and Sehun was speechless as Junmyeon asked him about it.

Junmyeon came running into Sehun's house, even if it was raining hard. Luckily, Sehun have a good hearing, as the sound of doorbell and Junmyeon's continuous shouts couldn't be that heard because of rain.

"What are you doing here, Junmyeon?!" Sehun asks angrily, as he saw the smaller soaked and totally wet. He opens the gate quickly and escorted Junmyeon in his house, before giving him a towel. "You'll catch a cold by this."

Junmyeon sniffled and sneeze, he is freezing and so cold that's why Sehun turns on the heater. The boy was looking totally pitiful that Sehun wants to hug him, that's why he does it, but Junmyeon refuses, making Sehun frown.

"Sehun, what are we?" Junmyeon seriously asks, between his cold and pitiful situation.

"Of course, a person."

"Don't joke around me!" Junmyeon shouts, and Sehun flinched. "I'm talking about the relationship we had, the things going on between us. I want a clear answer, I want a serious answer, I don't want to expect and conclude things on my own because that's beyond me!"

Sehun clenched his fist as he looks away from Junmyeon. He totally understand what Junmyeon is pointing, and damn, he also wanted to know about it. But he also reminding himself about how dangerous man he is for Junmyeon.

"We're....... we're nothing Junmyeon. We're nothing."

Starting from that day where he told Junmyeon that they're nothing, Junmyeon didn't contacted or showed up from their house again. It was also the last time he saw the smaller.

That put Sehun into a devastated situation. He regrets telling it to Junmyeon, and he wanted to talk on Junmyeon again but to his unluck, the smaller wasn't answering or responding from his texts and calls. The Kim Cotton Enterprises also cancelled the partnership proposal with them.

He wanted to ask Jongin about it, but Jongin only told him that his brother was in a state of perfect anxiety, always drinking and going into bars, making out with random guys along with his friends, which puts Sehun into a jealousy.

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These night is Kyungsoo's birthday and they plan to celebrate it privately, in Kyungsoo's house. The guests were limited, and most of them were associated with Junmyeon in different aspects. He almost greeted everyone like he is the celebrant, his friends teasing him about it as he took a sit beside Kyungsoo and giving him a tight and warm embrace, with the speech of birthday greetings.

Of course, the party isn't a party without an alcohol. Kyungsoo pull outs the stock of alcohol he bought exclusively, only for his friends and everyone went wild.

"Yah, don't make out infront of me! You're both disgusting!" Junmyeon annoyingly said, when he got to see Baekhyun and Chanyeol making out on the couch after fifteen minutes of drinking.

"You're just jealous, Junmyeon! Go find someone you can kiss, duh!" Baekhyun sassily said, and returning his attention to Chanyeol.

That respond made Junmyeon pout as he remembers Sehun, and their make out session sometimes. Pool of tears were on his eyes and he look up, preventing it to escape from his eyes and Kyungsoo notices it, so he poke Junmyeon.

"You have problem?"

"No." Junmyeon lies, but Kyungsoo know him too much that when Junmyeon lies, it was too obvious.

"Come on, tell me. I'm your friend anyways, you can always count on me." Kyungsoo said. Junmyeon chugs a glass before smiling at his friend, and leaning down which Kyungsoo easily gets the message and hugs his friends who is now crying within his embrace.

Junmyeom rarely cries, he only cries when he's already hurt and couldn't hold it anymore so Kyungsoo knows it better to comfort and snuggled to Junmyeon until he calm down. "I'm sorry, I'm being too emotional, it was your birthday, I wasn't supposed to ruin it just because of my stupid problem." He says, and Kyungsoo almost hit him with his palm.

"Asshole!" He exclaims. "Who cares if it's my birthday? So come on, tell me what's your problem and quit that attitude of yours thinking about other people before yourself. Consider your self too."

Because of those words, Junmyeon didn't hesitate to open up on Kyungsoo, some times crying and wiping his tears as the painful words of Sehun returns onto him. It was just like yesterday when he still hates the guy then now, he is hurting because of loving him.

If Sehun doesn't have any feeling about him then why would he kiss Junmyeon in the first place? Why would he call Junmyeon some pet names? Why would he do sweet things and cheesy actions? Why? Was it just all a playful act of him? That was some of the questions running through Junmyeon's head always, it was an unanswered questions that only Sehun, could give him a proper answer.

When Junmyeon finished talking, he already wasted an amount of paper towel discarded on the floor. The song that Jongdae was singing doesn't help him at all as it was an emotional and love song. Kyungsoo continues to comfort him. "So you're saying that this Sehun guy is playing with your feelings?"

Junmyeon nodded and Kyungsoo throws another question. "This Sehun guy was the one who kiss you on your father's party?"

He nodded again, and sniffled. Kyungsoo asks again, "Is this Sehun guy was the guy you're into for this past months?"

He nodded again and Kyungsoo have the last question. "So where is this Sehun guy? I wanted to punch him on his face so hard."

"He's here! This guy is Oh Sehun!" The loud and high pitched voice of Jongin echoed all over the place, and the two cuddly friends look at him, and then Junmyeon saw the tall and perfect figure of Sehun beside Jongin, staring at him with too much longing on his eyes.

"That guy is Oh Sehun." Junmyeon pointed at Sehun's figure. "The one who stole my expensive heart."

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A/N: Aaaaah! Sorry for the fast forward scenes. I hope it won't confuse you from the plot of story. Thanks for reading. Goodnight!

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