Not me projecting
"Carrie please just talk to me what's wrong?"
It's too loud. YOU'RE TOO LOUD! JUST SHUT UP FOR ONCE!
She shakes her head. She dug her nails into her arms. From Tommy just hitting his phone to hard and having his volume on at all to the candles flickering. She wanted to scream and cry but she just couldn't.
Tommy then started talking about something to where it seemed like he wanted people to hear him talking to himself. Her sleeves felt to tight on her arms. Sue bouncing her leg shaking the table. Tommy's game going off. It was all too much.
It's too much please. I know you can't just NOT cough but just shut up. If you turn your volume down for ads you can do it for your game AND JUST STOP SINGING!
A bible slammed on the floor. The candles quickly went out and then they fell spilling wax onto the carpet. Sue shouted and Carrie fell to the ground in tears. She wanted to run but she couldn't. She shook and wanted so badly to just punch someone.
Make it stop. JUST SHUT IT ALL UP! Stop TAPPING. JUST TURN THE VOLUME DOWN! Just shut everything up.
Carrie whined as Sue touched her. She sent the chair Tommy was sitting on to the floor. The video he was watching was just TOO LOUD. Tommy's laugh was just too loud. She reached out to Sue's cat, Cinnamon, and felt his fur. It helped ground her instead of digging her nails into her arm.
She remembered when Mama did this. She didn't want to be like Mama. She picked Cinnamon up and buried her face in his fur. He opened his mouth but didn't meow. It was like he knew that it would upset her more.
