Chapter four :)

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Maddie's POV
I wake up to the sound of light snoring next to me, it's Harry with his arms draped over my waist and his head resting on my bra. Wait I'm in my bra and underwear, Harry's topless what the fuck happened last night, I don't remember a thing.

A loud snore comes from Harry's lips as I sit up "morning," he groans wiping the crust from his eyes. "Morning," I reply with a worried smile, he notices, this man can read me like a book, "we didn't do anything you know, I wouldn't do that to you," he reassures me. I shoot him a genuine smile to show how much it makes me respect him, "I can't remember anything, how drunk was I?" I ask him hoping that he'll give me details about last night.

"Well we played strip poker, that's how you ended up like this," he gestured at my nearly naked body, "then well we went to my room and you were trying to give me a strip tease and I stopped you because I knew you didn't want this," he explains and it all came flooding back to me, Harry getting jealous and carrying me to his bed and me trying to get him to fuck me.

I place my head in my hands out of embarrassment and Harry grabs my wrist pulling my hands away to see my face. "Don't worry about it, Thunder, I know you've always wanted me," he winks before getting up and wandering into his bathroom, "you wish!" I yell back at him, hearing a chuckle come from the bathroom.

I make it back into my room without being spotted by Cal and Lux, I have a shower then get changed into my outfit for the day, brushing through my hair and placing it up in a bun. I choose to wear an outfit that was sent me so I could take pictures of me in it to promote, that's basically my job, have my picture taken.

I'm back at work tomorrow and I'm quite excited, I have a big shoot for Zara's new summer range and it was a big deal as I am working towards representing Prada in the Milan fashion week and I want this so bad.

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I walk out into the kitchen to pour myself a bowl of cereal before Lux walks in and I slide him the packet of paracetamol acting overly suspicious pretending they were real drugs. He laughs at my silliness "don't let Harry see them," he jokes as Harry walks into the room "don't let Harry see what?" He asks raising his eyebrows at me, "the paracetamol," I reveal and we all start laughing, "haha very funny," Harry's sarcasm shining through.

"What are you up to today?" Harry asks me as he pours himself a bowl of Weatabix, "nothing much, you?" I reply, "I think we are all going to Simon and JJ's to film a video, wanna come?" He tells me, "I don't think I will, might have a girly day, have a bath and some face masks," I inform him.

He nods, I don't feel like doing much today I'm not in the best head space today, every thing and everyone is getting to me. Some days I'm perfectly fine and some days I'm not it's like a switch clicks and I don't know why. The boys leave saying goodbye and I make my way over to my bed before curling up into a ball playing my sad playlist and blasting it through my headphones.

Before I knew it I was on the floor laying on my side with my knees up to my chest shaking violently while crying my eyes out practically whaling.

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Harry's POV
Cal, Lux and I walk into the flat to hear a loud crying noise, it's coming from Maddie's room, we all run into the room bursting through the door to see Maddie laying on the floor shaking and crying, her skin pale.

"Maddie!" I yell making my way down to her level, "Harry, get him away," she cries basically shouting, the boys leave and I lay on the floor with her. "Hide me, Harry he's gonna get me!"she panics, "who is?"I say calmly, "just hide me," she whimpers and I pull her into me.

"Let's get you to bed," I tell her lifting her to her bed and laying with her, "had he gone?" She says calming down, "yeah, he's gone."

I have no clue who or what she is talking about no one was ever in her room, "what happened, darlin?" I ask moving a strand of loose hair behind her ear. She breathes deeply trying to calm herself, "Harry if I tell you, you can't tell anyone, ok?" I nod back in agreement.

She sighs before speaking "it was the final year of college around late May and remember the party we had?" She asks and I nod, "well we were all really drunk and I went up to your room to have a lie down because I was so drunk," she lets out a cry. I place my hand around the back of her neck and give it a slight squeeze to let her know that I'm here for her.

"And he touched me," she cries, "who touched you?" I ask getting angry, "Jack did, he covered my mouth and he raped me," she bawls. I pull her into a hug, letting her cry into my shirt, patting her back to calm her down. "JACK!" I yell, "that son of a bitch! I'll kill him!"

"No, you'll just make it worse!" She shouts, squeezing my hand, "I'm telling Cal, we will find him," I tell her. "No you promised!" She shouts at me, tears flowing off her cheeks. "Look at me," I tell her holding her shoulders looking her dead in the eye, "he needs to learn a lesson, that he can't do that to women, to anyone."

She just nods and I shout for Cal to join us, he walks through the door, "hey, are you ok thunder?" He ask sitting on the end of her bed. "You tell him, I can't," she says, placing her hands over her face, "Remember Jack from college?" I ask him. He nods with a gulp, "he raped her, at our party," I tell him and she cries.

"He did what!" Cal says raising his voice, "hey, why didn't you tell us," he calms down bringing her into a slight hug. "I was scared, you were friends with him," she tells us, "but you were and still are our best friend, we love you so much, we would've killed him," he says.

She giggles at that, "I just didn't want everyone at school to know and think I was lying, I couldn't deal with that," she sniffles, "it's ok, we know now and we can get you help, if you want to report it it's never too late," I tell her.

"No!" She yells fast, "I don't want to report it, I couldn't go through with it," she tells us. "That's ok, we can help you get therapy, I'll call Sandra, she's Josh's therapist," I reassure her before leaving the room to call her.

Maddie's POV
I did it, I told them and I think I feel better it's like a huge weight that has been lifted of my shoulders, I feel like I'm not alone with this anymore. I have the best friends, I love those boys so much, I don't know what I would do without them.

I do regret not telling them when it happened, I didn't think that they would react like this, I don't know how I thought they would react but it definitely wasn't this. I'm so glad I told them, I already feel safer, I always feel safe around these boys but now I don't have to worry if I have a panic attack in public that they won't know why or what to do. I do love them.

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