(oh boy this is gonna be interesting)
Warning: Tiny bit of flirting and angst
Jamie's POV
"WAKE THE HELL UP" I threw my alarm clock
"I really need to change that alarm.." I looked around and opened my closet
I had an idea..
I got my regular work outfit and put it on
This time instead of Sam visiting me, I'm gonna visit him..
I ate, put my gloves on and left.
[[After getting to Sæm's house]]
I knocked slightly on the door, "Sam!"
No answer
"Sam!!"
No answer
"SAM OPEN THE DAMN DOOR"
suddenly I saw a tall man in his pajamas still
"What do you want?? And what are you doing here I usually visit you?"
"Well I wanted to surprise you! Plus I only have two hours before my job so...Let's have some fun shall we?"
He looked at me with a "really???" look
"Bitch I'm still in my pajamas calm yo horny self down, jesus-"
I bursted out laughing
"I was just joking silly! But how are you?"
"What the fuck do you think I'm tired as fuck"
"Did you stay up until 5 am again?"
"Yeah-"
"I told you not to do that! It's bad for you.."
He just stared at me not saying anything
"i-" then he closed the door on me
I turned around and walked away
'I probably did something wrong' I thought
Intrusive thoughts started filling my head
I made it halfway to my house and I started having trouble breathing
I could feel my heartbeat, I could hear it, I started crying, and I started slightly shaking
I've never experienced anything like this before but the intrusive thoughts were getting worse
'You do everything wrong'
'He hates you'
'You fucking disappointment'
'Go fucking die'
'jump in front of that car'
It lasted for a few hours but I finally calmed down and layed against a tree hugging my legs
I took out my phone and called my boss to tell her I'm not gonna be able to go there..
Suddenly I heard someone call my name, "...Sam?"
"You stupid idiot I was getting dressed and you left!"
I stared at him for a while and starting tearing up
"h-hey nonono! don't start crying it's okay! I'm here for you..Jamie.."
"...I love you Sam"
"I love you too..now let's go and do something okay?"
"okay.."
End.
Total: 402 words
