Torn Between The Two (Who Do I Choose?)

CHAPTER 58

Aaliyah's Pov.
It's been 2 god damn months now and i have not heard a thing from Lisa nor has she came to see her son once and it really infuriates me that she's spending all her time with Rozonda and her son but can not come see her own son,what type of parent does that?

Maia had said that she saw them at the mall,looking all happy and loved up but how the hell can you be all loved up when you're being controlled?

Ginuwine still blows up my phone every now and then but i don't answer him because i know exactly what he wants and i haven't got time for his bullshit.

Trying to balance your work,your own life,looking after a baby and trying to solve your own problems just cause's you so much stress and trying to hide how you feel to everybody makes you feel more frustrated,i don't know how much more i can take.

"Anthony stop crying baby"i lifted him out of his cot "it's gon be okay".

He's non stop crying all the time and i don't even know what is making him cry all the time.

I dialed Lisa's number,hoping that she'll answer but she didn't.

I called 2 more times,coming to realisation that my number had been *77'd.

"You got to be fucking kidding me"i shouted out of frustration.

I called Tionne's phone,seeing if she could help me atleast.

"Wassup babygirl?"she answered.

"Can i come over?i need to talk but if you're busy it's okay".

"I'm not busy at all,i just finished with my studio session so you can come over".

"Okay thank you Ti,i'll see you soon"i said then hung up.

"Guess we're going to see aunty TiTi"i said to Anthony.

I grabbed his stuff and walked out the house,before getting into my car to head to Tionne's.

"Hey how you holding up?"Ti said as she greeted me with me a hug.

"Not good if i'm honest"i sighed and Anthony began to start crying once again.

"I can't do this anymore Ti"i began to cry myself whilst trying to calm him down.

Ti took Anthony off me and began walking around the living room whilst patting his back.

"Whats got you so upset?".

"I can't do this single parent stuff no more...being without Lisa is hurting me so much and now my phone number has been blocked,hearing how happy they are together is killing me because that was me and Lisa at one point".

"Girl please"Tionne smacked her lips "Lisa is not happy how people claim her to be,Ro is draining the fuck out of her and she just doesn't know how to get rid of her"

"if you truly love Lisa,i suggest that you fight for her but if she choose's to stay with Ro just walk away and never bother with her again and she will know what she missed out on".

"S-So you're saying that Lisa isn't happy?".

She sat down on the sofa with Anthony who has now stopped crying.

"She ain't happy the way everyone claims her to be".

I stood up to my feet,wiping my tears away.

"Can you do me a favour Ti?".

"Yeh what is it?".

"Look after Anthony for me,i won't be long".

"Okay but don't be leaving me all day with him"she shouted after me.