Dirty Little Secret (Harry Styles)

Chapter One ~ Style

Harry .P.O.V.

"Harry! You need to see your daughters." Taylor says to me

Yea. My ex-girlfriend Taylor Swift has two daughters with me.

In 2014, Celia Raye was born and the media had a hay day! Taylor and I had broken up the January before. I still don't know how the paparazzi found out about it.

Celia looked just like me. She has brown curls and blue eyes like Taylor, but she practically is a copy of me.

We got back together when Celia was born and stayed together til she was two years old.

My fans were brutal by then. They said terrible things tj I Taylor and even worse things to my daughter.

My innocent two year old daughter was now a target.

So, Taylor couldn't take it and we broke up again.

We shared custody, both living in .L.A. Sometimes London. We used to switch when one of us went on tour, but I'll explain that in a minuet.

She got pregnant with Darcy before we broke up. Instead of getting back together we stayed apart and kept to our shared custody agreement.

The fans got worse not only towards me, but also toward Louis who had married Eleanor and had a son.

I knew it was torture for Taylor, and I honestly couldn't stand the fans who were treating my girls this way.

One night when I had the girls on tour with me.(Taylor and I were both on tour ; it was my turn.) I had brought Celia and Darcy on stage with me.

Darcy was being held by Niall, and Celia now four was walking around on stage while we sang, she loved seeing the fans.

Some of them loved her, but apparently these ones didn't and someone grabbed Celia.

I will never forget the terror I felt when she got pulled into the crowd.

I saw them hitting her and kicking my little girl.

I had jumped off stage along with the other boys except Niall who had taken a hysterical two year old Darcy back stage.

We had saved her, but he was badly bruised and had a broken arm.

I had never heard Taylor so pissed at me or at anyone.

She had forbidden me to ever take the girls on tour again. The court ultimately agreed when seeing the pink cast and bruised face of my little girl.

So, they had been on tour with Taylor and I had barely seen my girls.

That is what led up to her calling me now.

It had been about three weeks since I had talked to or skyped Celia and Darcy.

I figured they barely missed me, but I was completely wrong.

"Harry. You are their father. They need you." Taylor says

"I know. When do you get back tomorrow?" I ask

Her six month tour ends tomorrow. I had been able to see the girls once a month while she was on this tour.

I had missed my girls, but everytime I did something it backlashes on Taylor.

I still blame myself for the Wy these "fans" of mine treat her and my babies.

"We will be back by 10 in the morning. We are getting on a plane tonight." She tells me

"Alright. I will be there." I promise her

"You better be. You already tried to abandon them before, Styles. You can't keep confusing them. They know I will never leave them, but Celia thinks you don't want her. I tell her you do, but you don't show it. What do I say, Harry? What do I say to my daughter that misses her father, that thinks he doesn't want her and her sister?" She says

"I don't know Taylor and I told you I wouldn't try to abandon them again." I say

Yes. I had tried to abandon Celia and Darcy when Celia was two and Darcy a newborn.

I was sick of all of it and couldn't take it. All of the bullying from the media, and not only mine but Taylor's supposed "fans".

I ended up in the hospital then therapy.

After taking a break from the band for a year, I was better then ever and my girls meant the world to me.

I can't wait to see them.