sinner boy -dnf-

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I woke up to the sound of my alarm. I sat up and turned it off.

Surprisingly, my father wasn't in my room. I got up and walked over to my dresser. I picked out a red crew neck with some baggy jeans.

I walk out the door to the bathroom, still no sign of my father. (and yes this mf showers at night but i don't include it.)

As i was brushing my teeth i heard something slam the floor. It made me jump a bit.

I walked out to the living room to see my stuff packed in a suit case.

"What are you doing with my stuff?" i asked confused. He looked over at me. "I asked the pastor at church if you can stay with him while he tries to change you and your sinner ways."

Tears started to form in my eyes. "B-But, i can't change who i am!" i stutter out. "just like if i'm black or white, I'm sorry i feel these thing."

He turned around and walked towards me. "Excuse me?" He then grabbed me by the collar of my shirt. "Yes, you can change damn it! You will change, you are speaking a lot of shit!"

He threw me again, i fell to the floor on my back.

"Get to school. He will be here after to pick you up."

I got up, grabbed my bag and walked out the door. Tears flowing down my face.

I hated this, i hated everything. i just want people to accept me.

Walking alone, to school. So i thought.

"George?"

I turn to the left to see Alex walking next to me. I stop where i was. He did too.

I ran into his arms without saying a word. I began to sob into his shoulder.

"hey, hey what's wrong?" he asked, wrapping his arms around me.

"m-my dad f-found my diary. he beat me and said he's going to send me to live with the pastor at our church until i'm straight again."

Alex hugged me a little tighter. I knew there was nothing he could do but he was such a good friend of mine, that's all i needed from him.

"i'm so sorry." he asked digging his head into my neck. He lifted his head up and took a step back, still holding my shoulders. He looked at me. The dark circles under my eyes, my messy hair, my puffy eyes, the bruise on my face.

"come on, we need to go, i'll stay with you as long as you need me." He said.

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The bell rang, signaling it was time for lunch.

As i was walking to the lunch room i felt someone tug my bag. I turn around to expect alex behind me. But, it wasn't Alex.

He had dirty blonde hair, glasses, had green eyes, and wore a black hoodie. He wasn't much taller the me.

"h-hello..?"

"hi! are you okay?" he asked still holding onto my bag.

I didn't want to answer no, i had to say yes. "yeah, i'm okay."

He looked at me odd, he knew i wasn't okay. "Are you sure?

"mhm."

"well, i'm darryl! nice to meet you!" He heeled out his hand. I took his hand and shook it. "i'm George."

"hi george! i noticed you didn't look okay so i wanted to talk to you. plus, i'm new here. do you mind if you sit with you at lunch?" he asked.

"yeah of course, i have two other friends that will be with me as well. follow me" i began to walk, he followed up.