Crush / Taekook

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Taehyung P.O.V

Usually I fell asleep really fast, but today I just can't find comfortable position, so I tough that I need to go to washroom. Exiting washing room, I saw lights still on where Jungkook was sitting, so I go to him. As usual I plopped on his lap and get comfortable. We sat in that position for a while until I hear, that he fell asleep.

Everyone in the group known that I'm gay, but no one knew that I like Jungkook. When I came to everyone I thought maybe Jungkook gay too, because a lot of things what he does with me straight friends doesn't do, but sadly he firmly said that he straight and that he like girls. That broke my heart, for a while I felt depressed and don't want to do anything, obviously at that moment I stopped a little bit communicate with him, but I that didn't last long, because he come to me and ask what's wrong, so I had to lie to him and pretend that everything is okay. I tried to date other mans, but everytime was not successful and at one moment I thought maybe it was just a crush on Jungkook and maybe I'm straight, but when I tried to have one night stand with a girl I ran away.

I take every opportunity like this to sit on his lap, to cuddle him, to admire him and what's confuses me that he allows me to do that. Like now I just came ant plopped on his lap and he just bring his hands to cuddle more. I know that doing this I hurt myself more, but I can't miss this opportunity to be this close to my Jungkook. Okay Taehyung stop thinking! I get more close to Jungkook and fell asleep myself in his arms.

Jungkook P.O.V

I felt someone poking my cheek, I tried to push that hand form me, but a few seconds later he again started to poke my cheek. I slowly opened my eyes and saw Tae face with a smirk on poking my cheek.

"Jungkookie wake up" he said and poked my cheek again.

"Tae stop it" I whispered, because from the sleep my voice was still gone.

"I stop it, but you have to wake up, because we started to land. You need to get ready" he said and stand up from my lap and all his warm was gone, I pout to myself, but started to stretch my muscles.

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When we exited the plane our managers informed us that in the airport there's a lot of fans and that we need to be careful. I wanted to go beside Tae, but Jimin grabbed my hand so I was stuck with him.

"Jungkook you know that company does not like when in public you two get to close" he said with a sad smile.

"I know that Jimin-shi" I said and continue walking beside Jimin.

At one point I saw that Tae was looking at me and waiting, that I go to him, but I don't want to get another conflict with our managers about me and Tae, so I just smiled at him and stick to Jimin's side.

This time we going in a small bus so we can ride all together, when I went to the bus I wanted to sit next to Tae, but sadly he was already sitting next to Jin, so go and sat behind him. I was sad that a lot of time this happens, when I can't be around him and then he just go to someone else and I stay alone.

When bus started going our manager started to say what our schedule, but I didn't listen to what he said because as soon bus started going Tae lied his head on Jin-hyung shoulder and cuddled to his side. I know that I not a position to be jealous, but I was. Jin knew that I like Tae, so for a lot of times when Tae starts to get to close to him, he just pushes him and say that he doesn't like to get to close with other peoples, but in the end Tae always win and snuggles to him and that drive me crazy, so when I get jealous I start to be to touchy with Jimin.

I leaned in my seat and relaxed, waiting when we come to our hotel and I can go to my room and calm myself down.