How can you be in love with someone who's gay?

"How can you be in love with someone who is fucking gay," Rain screamed into her pillow. It's not like anyone would here her anyway with her music blasting and all that. "I can't fucking believe I told him to go out with Cullen. Why didn't I just tell him how I feel," she screamed turning over on her hard, uncomfortable bed. She picked up her fluffy, purple teddy bear and held it to her chest. 'You're the only one that will actually listen to me, you're the only one that sees my true feelings, you're the only one who won't ignore me like HE DID," Rain screamed the last two words heartbroken and sobbing. She jumped up out of bed and threw down her teddy bear. "I can't look at this suit, I hate it right now," She quickly snatched down the zipper and slid her arms and legs out. she jumped on the bed only in her laced, skull printed undergarments and wrapped herself in her fuzzy, blue blanket. Her stereo blasted 'Hell Above - Pierce The Veil' "I can not spend another night in this hole, I close my eyes and take a breath real slow. The consequence is if I leave I'm alone, but what's the difference when you beg for love," she sang along, bursting out in tears. "I fucking hate you right now, Vic. why do you have to be so truthful all the time," She asked her stereo. She sighed and sat up. She grabbed her phone and logged into Facebook. She posted 'I met a girl who never looked so alone, like sugar water in your mouth Luke warm' #PTV. She put her phone down and stood up. As Rain walked into her closet her phone buzzed on her bed. "You really had to wait until I got up," she rolled her eyes. She ignored her phone and looked through her clothes. Her phone buzzed again as she was putting on her stripped gray leggings. "Ok, Ok," She said sliding her purple unicorn printed dress over her head. She walked over to her bed and picked up her phone. She had two unread messages. She went to her message board. It was her boyfriend Blaine.

The first message read:

Hey, babe do u wanna tlk?

The second one read:

I saw wut u put on fb n u only lstn 2 ptv wen u depressed

her reply:

yes, meet me at our spot in bout 1 hour.

Rain put her phone down and went to her vanity. she rumaged  threw the drawers and found her eyeliner and eyeshadow. She blacked her eyes and applyed a lot of black lipstick to her thin, pink lips. She slipped into her white combat boots and grabbed her little skater backpack. Stuffing her phone in the side pocket. Before she left she put thirteen rubber band bracelets on to hide the beautiful picture she created on her wrists. She also grabbed a pearl necklace that went past her 'c' cups.